Fcuk Love } Do You knw How much Fcuking Tears I shed because of You,Ystd? No,You Didnt. Maybe If You Did,You wldnt Even bother. You wld Have got nthn To say,I knw You. As soon as I switch off The comp, Went To my Room,Listened To music/Ipod ; Tht was whn Tears started To flow dwn. Tht Time,all I was Thinking was abt You. I cldnt Help,Cos I Really Fcuking miss You. You'll Leave,Its only a matter of Time. You Didnt want me To get Hurt, So You Turned Dwn wht I asked of You Lasttime. I Did get Hurt In The beginning, But aftr Thinking,I Realised ; Yeahh ... If You Leave,Thn I'll not be able To Let Go of You. Where are You now ? Next Tuesday Is The Last Day, I may get To see You For The very Lasttime. Why Does Time past so Fcuking Fast? I went back To Hoping To see You, But Did I see You?/ 'No,I Didnt. Everyone Has been Telling me To cheerup Whereas Youre just Leading Youre own Life. Youre Life Does not Fcuking Revolve around me,I knw. You Even said You'll most prob Leave This Year. Thn wht The Fcuk,I Really Need You. I cried For 2 Hours plus,'Cos I Really missed You. If only You cld see The sad Look on My Face, Thn pls Dont go. In The First place,You wanted To Hide The Truth Frm me. But You cldnt,Cos ppl Told me/Sorry If They Did Tht Thn. But sooner or Later,I'll come To knw of It. Ever since I Found out of It, I Haven been Telling You not To Leave,Stay ... Still,It's Youre own decision. I Really Hope To see You/Talk To You Even Though we've nthn To say To Each other. Whn I was crying,all I Thought was abt You. I Read The Letters My Friends gave. Some were written abt You. As The more I Read,The more I cldnt control. In The End,I Did. I Listened To Eminem : My Dad's Gone crazaye. & Tht was whn My Maid was being an Idiot. Thn I shouted at Her : Whts wrong To cry If You Really Fcuking miss someone? Thn she kept Her mouth shut/Good. Say I Miss You once more,Dnt go,ILoveYou.
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Girl,I Had a Dream abt You Ystd. It was Freaking Horrible To The max. Aftr I wokeup,I clnt sleep anym. I Hope You wldnt be If I wld ask of Youre Help. I'll Give In To You still, But only To a certain point.
Today suppose To meet Becks & UniNg. But Mom dnt allow. Say come To House. But I Didnt want. So Friday we'll be meeting. Going out Later To Get Lunch Though. Tht will be all For Today.