Today Morning Received Sms Frm Lisa. Thn now I knw Tht she's going Jap/Lol. Hah,Anyw,Today Training was Fcuking shit! Esp The coach,omgz. Me & Barbara went Late. First we met up busstop/Got on,Alight At Sixth ave Thn Got on 174. Stopped at Serene,I went To Get Hashbrown. Thn we walked Damn slowly To school/Lol. On The way,Got a woman want borrow our phone. So we Lent Her. Reached school Like at 1030/Like Half an Hour Late. But I Didnt care. Ohh,Me & Barbara Didnt Train at all. All we Did was Umpire For ppl. Wow,I go Thr To Umpire,Fcuking waste of my Time. As usual,I showed attitude To The Bitch coach : D She say wht Rude & blahblah ... All The crap shit. Thn aftr all The Games Ended, Everyone Took a break Thn Trained some shit. Thn The bitch coach come Talk To us. Talk Halfway,Thn suddenly Got Tears Roll dwn my cheeks. Cos They way she Talked was Almost Exactly Like The way ____ Did. At Tht moment,I was Feeling Like ... I Didnt want Hear Her Talk anym. But In The End,Thn she Let us Train =.=" I Left 1 Hour Earlier : D Maybe gna pon Nextweek's one. Stoopid bitch coach,Fcuk Youre mother,Go Die. So my mom Fetched me Home, I bathed,watched Tevee,Thn slept : D Wokeup,Wandered around The House. Thn The Delivery For my writing Table came : DD Woowheee ~ Fixed up & stuff,Now Have a new writing Table : D Except The Glass Thinggaye They Had It wrong/Stoopid. YeahhYeahh. Hoping To see You agn,but I Didnt. Next Tuesday,The Really Last. NextYear If I dnt see You means ... Idk,but Im always Fcuking dwelling on all These stuff. Not You,means Her or whtever shit. Even If I say all These, You wldnt Even knw. I've been Thinking, Shld I just Giveup on Everything abt You? Whts The point If I Even continue Thinking & stuff? Yeahh,There I go again .../Fcuk. Gahh,I Fcuking dk/Fedup Luh. Dnt say alr Luh. Tml,Im gna postpone my Tuition. So stoopid,I Hate maths To The core. Nomore Free movie Tickets alr : D Gna watch with Barbara next Thursday/ Pon Training,My mom allow k : D Hehe,waste me Time Go For Training also never Train =.=" Might as well not Go. Rawwhr ~
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The moment I Think of You, I Fee Like cutting myself & Do all Those agn. I cant Help It,Im Real sorry. Many Things Remind me of You. Even whn The bitch coach Talked To me, It was Almost Exactly Like The way You Did. I cldnt Take It & Thn I cried. This shows How much I Godamnit Miss You. I Never wanna say Goodbye To You, 'Cos There's sth In my Life Tht I've Got To change. You make Everything complete,I swear Its True. I cant Go on without You,I Need You. You mean so much To me & You'll always Have a place In My Heart, I Promise.