Ystd & Today was kind of a Day Of Doing Reflection. I Rarely Did That :x Started of with Teachers scolding us. They always say The same old Things. Srsly. They're Dissapointed,we're In The wrong, We wont change Easily & What punishment we should get. All They same old Fucking Things. Now some of us Have To write a Reflection Letter, =.=" ; Just For confronting a S1 girl. What The Fuck Is This. & Even a written warning. Super crazy! From The First Day of school Till now, Already Had so many scoldings. YeahhYeahh,You all are Disspointed with us & whatever shit You all say. We're always wrong,You're always Right. Fuck You,Go To Hell. Although I Did Entertain That Thought, But wth,Its super crazy. Next was when I Thought about 190607 & 070108. Yeahhp,both couldnt be compared. But still I Thought 190607 was The best. 070108,although Everything was make known, Idk what will become of It Either. Yeahh,Then was Thinking about Her. She's going For Mission Trip Soon. I'll miss Her Like Fuck. XiaoBlooD Talked To me. Said That If I Had Free Time, I could actu Take The First step & Volunteer. Yeahh,so I Reflected Then. After That was whn Ystd, Ppl Tried making a Scene =.=" How Screwed can Everything get? Then now we're The ones In Trouble. I Hope we Dont get any Demerits. I'll Die This Time. Fuck baby,why Let Everything go This way. Although My Parents knew about This Ystd, Like what can They Even Do. Now Its up To The school. I Didnt want To walk out of The Gate Ystd. But Fucking Hell,I Did. If You were There,I wouldnt. Even Though Ec was There, I Didnt care. I Dont know what's on my mind. & now,Everything Turns out Like That. Next,I Reflected on my work/studies. This Year Is Streaming Year. I wanna get a good Combination. So I'll Have To study Hard. But Ever Hear of, Actions Speak Louder Then words? Yeahh,Its Easy To say,but when It come To Doing ... Idk what's stopping me From studying. Definitely not Eminem! For Goodness sake. I'll just Have To Think Harder again. Lastly,I Reflected on all The Things I said/Did Lasttime. Was I childish? Immature? Stupid? Although This MrsOng Thing Is not settled, & We Fought over Her Leaving, It's super childish/Immature. But Its not My Fault. She asked me To give Her a chance. But I Dont Think I will. Gimme a break,Let me Learn To Live without Her For once. Yeahh,Things are just In a mess now. Maybe as Days go by, I'll just Have To Fix The Pieces. But Right now, All I know Is I Have so many Things To clear up & Do. Fuck baby,Tell me when Issit That All These shit will stop.
Learning To Fall, But Dont worry about me. I Promise,I'll be okay♥