Went For competition Today. =.=" Waste of my Time Lah. Only a goddamint Reserve still need go. Please Lah, Have so many other ppl. Spent Like about 1Hr plus Talking To UniNg on The phone when I was There. Super boredddd. Thanks : D Anyw, Chinese was stupid Today, Haha, Laoshi crieddddddddd, LOL. Sunday going out To get my Berms & Shirts : D & Do pw. Btw, YTJZTH, I Didnt see You walk past me at all. So Dont anyhow say about my Reaction To You. Do You Even Think I care about You now. Lo-ser. You're mean, HAHA. Very Lehhhhh. Like I care Huh, Stupid bitch. I Dont care what You want say about me. At Least I know, I Did nothing wrong. I only said so Yeahh when There Was Fucking nothing To Talk. So what The Fuck Do You Expect me To say. Get You're Facts Right. 070108 Is so stupid. I know I shouldn't be Dwelling on all These. But I Fucking Hate You Like shit. I wasted Like a Few weeks on You, When I know we cannot Even be Together. How stupiddddddd. Anyw, You're shittttt man. I wasted my Time on You. Haha whatever. Bitchhhhhhhhhhh.
Still There For Me♥
Wednesday, January 30, 2008Y
1162 Days of Love.
I Really cant Take It anymore. Yeahh, Im The one at Fault. Im making Things so Fucking Hard For You. Put The blame on me. Now we cant Even be Friends. Srsly, If You Dont wanna Talk To me, Its ok already. I bother, but what's The point. Do what You want, If That's what make You Happy. I Have no Rights To Tell You anythn. The past was all shit. I guess, I Expected Too much From You. I Thought with You, Things would get better, & That I would get over 190607. But It Didnt. When I was with You/Spending Time with clique, I Felt very Happy. Just as If, 190607 was all gone. But Things Till Today just Turned out so screwed. I Didnt see This Day coming, girl. Sorry For Those Times when I Treated You Like shit. Sorry For Everything I've Done. All The Things I caused You, You're Feelings and all. I Feel sad & Hurt. But Its not You're Fault. I brought It upon myself. I know You wouldnt bother, But Its alright. YTJZTH, Thanks For all Those Happy Times/Memories. Even Though You weren't The best, But Thanks For Everything. I Thought This would Last For at Least a month, But Its ok. You were Like Her In ways. You weren't a substitute, Cos I Really Liked You. Even Though I was Thinking of 190607 at Times, You were on my mind Too. I wont say ILY. I'll keep In You In my memory. Sorry girl.
Slits & Sprays♥
Tuesday, January 29, 2008Y
1161 Days of Love : D
School sucks, as usual. Stupid shitHead Teachers. Yeahh,Received Email From Her, She Replied me. Miss Her Fucking badly. DDDDDDD : I just Realised That You Have changed Fuck much. I Gave You so many chances, & Yet You're still The same. I Thought You Had change. Pangsehh kia,Fuck You. Whatever. Science Test Tomorrow. Idk If Im Eyecanddaying another person. Zomgggggggggg, Im Fucking going crazy soon. & You, what The Fuck Is You're prob. You say me Ridiculous If I Ever Do That. Please, For goodness sake, I wouldnt Even Do That Lah. Out of 100% ,You said /30%. Like That would make a Diff To me Huh. Idk If Im pissed with You or what. Motherfucking bitch. Its okay,I Didnt Force You at all. Do what You want. & Knowing That It Is Impossible, You want Hang out For what, Isnt That wasting You're Goddamint Time. For You're Fucking Info, That's what You said To me also. Did You know How Hurt I was. You Didnt,cos I kept It all Inside. Its okay,I Dont need You Here For me Either.
One Sided Love, YTJZTH♥
Sunday, January 27, 2008Y
1159 Days of Love : D
사랑해요/ YTJZTH,070108♥
My Paper Heart {:, Baby,Im still counting on. You'll be The best Part of My Day. It's not Her, It's You : D
YTJZTH, Spitting Image of Her { - 190607. 070108 <3
Breathtaking♥
Friday, January 25, 2008Y
1157 Days of Love : D
School Dismissed Early cos of The water pipe. It burst,Hehe. So went Home with Barbara. She came my House. Ate Lunch Then went back To school. Went For competition, I Didnt play. We Goddamnit Lost D : Whatever,Took a bus back. Mummy came Fetch me, Then went To Eat Dinner. Came Home,bathed Yeahh. Fucking Dissapointed In You,srsly. You Didnt Do It,but You Did Entertain That Thought. Last one? Fuck,You must be kidding. Im angry/Dissapointed cos I care. Learn To keep You're word k. Okok,Im gonna Do IH stupid work now, Byebye.
Fucking PlayLove, Baby♥
Tuesday, January 22, 2008Y
1154 Days of Love.
Going To school,Is Fucking pointless. Its shit. Teachers all suck. MotherFucking biase. YeahhYeahh,We're always In The wrong. Go To Hell. Bitches. I Realised,You're The one Making me Feel so Fucked. When others Talked To You, I'll Feel Fucking Jealous. Ofcos,I will. Cos I Love You. You'll never understand. All You can say Is You dk. 070108,Is This just PlayLove? It Seems Like It. Before Everything was make known, This Love For You was so strong. How about now? Its Decreasing Each Day. I Really Really know That 190607 Cant be compared with You, But I cant Help It. Cos I Really Loved 190607. 070108,Maybe Its Really Fucking PlayLove. You Dont care about me, & So Do I now. Its Hard For me To say, & Idk If we should go our Separate Ways. I Really Really Dont know anym. You can Even make me Do The worse shit Fuck. Fuck You, I cant get angry just because Things Turn out Like That. But I Really cannot Take It. You know The way I Feel about You, Then why You're Doing all These.
If Only She was Here. I would Really Love To meet You, Before You Leave. ILY,IMY.
Love/Take My Heart, I'll Take You're Hand♥
Monday, January 21, 2008Y
Why Dont You say what's on You're Mind, Cos Im Taking all The chances. Cos You're Never gonna See How Good It's gonna be, Until You Gimme a chance. Im Waiting,YJT. Now,It's You're Turn.
I'll Give You Even The world. 070108,ILY {:
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1153 Days of Love : D
Today,Fucking screwed. Morning cos of my DumbArse parents. PE,cos of The stupid MsKaren. Science was because of The MrsTan. Like what The Fuck. Fucking bitch arse,I Really want kill Her. I Sit The way How,You must Huanloh? My Textbook Highlighted also You care? Please Lah,Its my own Tb. Knn,Go Fly kite Lah You. At Least I got Listen =.=" & You changed my place,You bitch. Zomggggg,That place Is so Fucked. I Have only Felicia & Ranna To Talk To. Im sitting next To an Idiot,Fuckedup shit. Then me & WenYan cant Talk anym. Ohh,& Infront me,Is a bitch Too. Ohh well,I Dont Fucking care. Im gonna change my place. Fuckedupers,Crazy bitch arse. So much Homework. I Realised smth,You Fucking suckup. Dont want To be Then say Lah. Chao Cyeebye. I Hope You Die : D I want some people To Get out of LYF : D Stupid Faggot.
YJT,We Rarely Talk now. Idk why. Even when we see Each other, We Dont Even say Hi & Yeahh. Even Though,You're not Running away, But I srsly dk why These are Happening. 070108,ILY.
Day Late Friend♥
Saturday, January 19, 2008Y
1151 Days of Love : D
Ystd & Today was kind of a Day Of Doing Reflection. I Rarely Did That :x Started of with Teachers scolding us. They always say The same old Things. Srsly. They're Dissapointed,we're In The wrong, We wont change Easily & What punishment we should get. All They same old Fucking Things. Now some of us Have To write a Reflection Letter, =.=" ; Just For confronting a S1 girl. What The Fuck Is This. & Even a written warning. Super crazy! From The First Day of school Till now, Already Had so many scoldings. YeahhYeahh,You all are Disspointed with us & whatever shit You all say. We're always wrong,You're always Right. Fuck You,Go To Hell. Although I Did Entertain That Thought, But wth,Its super crazy. Next was when I Thought about 190607 & 070108. Yeahhp,both couldnt be compared. But still I Thought 190607 was The best. 070108,although Everything was make known, Idk what will become of It Either. Yeahh,Then was Thinking about Her. She's going For Mission Trip Soon. I'll miss Her Like Fuck. XiaoBlooD Talked To me. Said That If I Had Free Time, I could actu Take The First step & Volunteer. Yeahh,so I Reflected Then. After That was whn Ystd, Ppl Tried making a Scene =.=" How Screwed can Everything get? Then now we're The ones In Trouble. I Hope we Dont get any Demerits. I'll Die This Time. Fuck baby,why Let Everything go This way. Although My Parents knew about This Ystd, Like what can They Even Do. Now Its up To The school. I Didnt want To walk out of The Gate Ystd. But Fucking Hell,I Did. If You were There,I wouldnt. Even Though Ec was There, I Didnt care. I Dont know what's on my mind. & now,Everything Turns out Like That. Next,I Reflected on my work/studies. This Year Is Streaming Year. I wanna get a good Combination. So I'll Have To study Hard. But Ever Hear of, Actions Speak Louder Then words? Yeahh,Its Easy To say,but when It come To Doing ... Idk what's stopping me From studying. Definitely not Eminem! For Goodness sake. I'll just Have To Think Harder again. Lastly,I Reflected on all The Things I said/Did Lasttime. Was I childish? Immature? Stupid? Although This MrsOng Thing Is not settled, & We Fought over Her Leaving, It's super childish/Immature. But Its not My Fault. She asked me To give Her a chance. But I Dont Think I will. Gimme a break,Let me Learn To Live without Her For once. Yeahh,Things are just In a mess now. Maybe as Days go by, I'll just Have To Fix The Pieces. But Right now, All I know Is I Have so many Things To clear up & Do. Fuck baby,Tell me when Issit That All These shit will stop.
Learning To Fall, But Dont worry about me. I Promise,I'll be okay♥
Friday, January 18, 2008Y
1151 Days of Love : D
Quit,quit making a Scene.
After You Left, There's just so many Fucking problems. I Really cant cope. What Had Happened Today, If You were There, It would change my mind,Really. I wish You were. Goddamnit.
Where'd You Go♥
Thursday, January 17, 2008Y
1150 Days of Love.
Fucking Dumb Bitch : D
School was shizzle. Mrs Kwok Talked To me, About some stuffs,Yeahhp. She's nice But she wants some of us To apologise To The Prefect =.=" She Even knew we Ran out of School With our PE attire Ystd,Lol. Ahahhaa,YeahhYeahh. She Replied my Email. No mood To Reply Her. Im going now,Dont Feel Like Talking.
History Repeats Itself again,YJT♥
Wednesday, January 16, 2008Y
1149 Days of Love : D
School was Fine,Yeahhp. Im going To Die very very soon. I Think You Do Have a problem,Dude. Stupid shitHead. Anyw,Im more Into Training now : D Its getting better Each Time I go. No Homework,Excepts For some Assignments/Projects. Ahhaa,Short post,I'll get going now. Buhbye : D
Hiding In Shadows♥
I Expected You To be There, But what were You Doing. Just at a corner. Fuck Love.
If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger, You know in the end, I'll always be there. And when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger, Take a look all around, and I'll be there. I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will. When your day is through, and so is your temper, You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there. Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended. These words just come out, with no gripe to bear. I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will.
Monday, January 14, 2008Y
1147 Days of Love : D
We're back To The same old Point. You're just RunningAway.
It Happened again, You're Pretty Smile,I'd never Forget. Maybe Its cos, I still Havent gotten over You.
YJT♥
What The Fuck Is You're prob. You're mouth super big Lah~! You not Happy or whatever can say To My Face. No need HideHide,whisper what shit. Fuck You,Go To Hell & Have a Nice Day~!.
Sunday, January 13, 2008Y
1146 Days of Love : D
Get This clear For once,Yeahh You. Dont Fucking go around asking Who my Eyecandayye Is. Bloody Irritating. What If That person Doesnt know I Have an Eyecanddaye? Bullshit,You. This Is Like my own privacy. It would be good If You just Mind You're own Goddamnit business. You suck up shit. So what If You're my GoodFriend? You Dont Have The Right To know Who My Ec Is. Must I Tell You Everything? Fuck no. I admit,Its more Than Eycanddaying Her. So,what You Gonna Do about It? I Didnt Tell You cos I Dont Trust You. You're mouth's Fucking big! You go around Telling other ppl stuffz. How Fucking Irritaing can That be. Mind You're own business Lah! Shut The Fuck up. I'll not Hesitate To put You're name. You just watch It. Bitch ~!
Saturday, January 12, 2008Y
1145Days of Love : D
Lets make Ystd night all a Dream. Why Did You push It so Far? Why Did I Give In To You Either? Im already Enough screwed. Now another problem arise. What The Fuck,Give me a break please. I Didnt want To Tell You As I Had To Give myself more Time. But why Did You Have To keep Insisting On me Telling You? In The End,It made matters worst,Like now. I Told You before. I Dont wanna Regret Later. You said our Friendship wont Drift & We'll Remain as good Friends. Shit,That's all crap. You kept aplogising. Im not saying Everything's You're Fault, Cos I also Gave Into You. It was only 4Days,cant You wait a Lil while Longer? The Last Time,It Took me 3-4 months To Tell Her. Then now what,Its Four Days? Cant You Give me more Time? Although Its more Then Eyecandying You. You can Talk behind my back, Or Do whatever shit. I smsed You Today morning Then. I Told You I wouldnt give up That Easily. & I'll Do whatever It Takes/ Go To any Extent For You. What Reply Did I Get? I Dont Think Im worth all These. Fine ok,Then I Told You That What If You meant more To me Then Her? What Did You Reply. I dont know. Since You want It This way, I'll Let You be/Have It. I cannot be bothered To Reply You're smses. Anyw,I cant Force You To Do smth against You're own wish. You Told me not To get Rejected, I Didnt Have High Hopes. But after Telling You,I was Fucking Dissapointed. I cried Ystd night. Its The Fourth Lost Loved one,Baby. I wanted To wait For The Right Time To Tell You, But why Did You Have To keep pushing It? Since You also knew/suspected That I was Eyecandying You/Like You. Cant You wait For awhile more Longer? It wont kill Right. My actions spoke Louder Then words. I Helped You Did all Those. That showed already,You were observant Enough. Idk If Im angry or what with You. You Told me,You were Running away From This. What's The point. Why Dont You wanna Face up To It, When You were The one who asked For It? Inevitable,It Is. You wouldnt be Receiving That Love I showered upon You anym. But I say, I will not Giveup Yet at This Moment. 070108,Its still not Over.
I Fell In Love with You're Sin, You're Littlest Sin♥
Friday, January 11, 2008Y
As If Sorry's any Consolation♥
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1144 Days of Love : D
Today's ok. I Hate bobo Tea,MoFo. MrsKwok Lesson was =.=" Had Training aftr school. Fun To The max : D UniNg went but played Like so Restricted, Idk what Im writing Too ,Lol. Anyw,Yeahh, She Finally Decided To Reply my Fucking Email. She said crap =.=" Super angry Lah. Want kill Her already. Nothing To blog about. Byebye.
Undeniable♥
Wednesday, January 09, 2008Y
1142 days of Love : D
Fucking screwed. First It was when abt Her. Heard From people,During chinese. But all I Did was controlled & Cassy was making me Laugh The whole Time. Do You Really care, Or Issit just To make me Happy? I mean Like what The Fuck, You Dontwant bother just say It. I Dont care If You see This, Im Fucking pissed. Why Didnt You Tell me You were going back To school. Why Issit Taking You so motherFucking Long To Reply a Fucking Email! Why why why,You Need Not Do all These just To Make me Happy or whatever. You want The best For me? You're shit,You're kidding. You're all a bitch,a Lie. You're another of MrsOng. Once You Leave,You Let go of Everything. Fine,You can Do That. Eminem Had pneumonia,Fucking shit. I Didnt play badminton Then. Jolyn smsed me,I was shocked Lah. Stoned/Emo-ed For 1 Hour. Then UniNg They all came comfort me. Thanks : D But now well,He's Recovering. Went Home with Vanesa & Barbara. Bathed all,now Doing HE shit. I Really cant get Her off my mind. & I Dont Expect Her To be Here. As In New Eyecanddaye : D Sigh,Everything's In a mess. Goddamnit,I Hate school,I Hate Everything. Stupid shit,I bet You Dont Even know How I Feel.
I'll Guard You're Heart♥
Tuesday, January 08, 2008Y
1141 Days of Love : D
School as usual okkaye. I Likeyy my new Eyecanddaye alot : D Prettaye girl : D So You need not worry anym. Ahh wait,In The First place You Didnt bother. But who cares,I wouldnt care abt You anym. I'll Give The best all To Her whenever I can. I'll be Here For Her no matter what. I wouldnt Repeat The same Mistake again. Cos one Day,she'll come To appreciate It. Ahahha,Back To school. Stayed back In school For some shit. Went Lunch with Fel,Raeann & Barbara. Thn went For Tuition,Till 630. Bused Home,walked In saw my mother Halfway. She was Like waving siaosiao at me. LOL,Damn Retarded Lah. Had Dinner,bathed & Did school Homework. Im guai! : D Okkaye,my Family Is kind of stupid now. Idk why,shizzle. Talking To LisaChelliah now,she's a shit Head : D Uhh,okkaye,Buhbye!
Everlast♥
Monday, January 07, 2008Y
1140days of Love : D
Aight,Im not suppose To be using The comp now, But waiting For Her Though, Meanwhile,Talking To Zh & Doing Homework. Stupid maths,so Fucking Hard. Had Lunch with Vanessa,Zh,Lisa & UnizNg & Barbara. Ate macs. Had Training Today,we were Late again =.=" & Blahblahblah,went Home with Barbara, We Talked & stuff Yeahh. Reached Home,Dinner bathe. Went online,Did work. Life's soso boring,As In boring,boring. It's getting Harder Each Day without You. I Really Dk why You Have To Leave. Why Do You wna Help ppl,why. During Training,Talking abt You, Tears just Rolled Down my cheeks. I couldnt control. It seems Like Everything's Lost. Everday Is just a Fucking Day. I wish Time could Turn back now. I aint Thinking of Her anym,srsly. I Guess It's Time To ReallyReally Giveup & Face Reality. She Told me The same Thing Too. I should Listen To Her Then. Messed up,Baby. Screwed Fuck shit.
Insignificately Enough We both Have Significate others♥
Sunday, January 06, 2008Y
1139 days of Love : D
Why You always Fighting with me. You're Elder what shit Fuck no. I Really Have no mood okkaye. Im screwed Enough. Lately,so many Things just changed. For Her,Idk If I will giveup. For You,Idk If You know Im Talking abt You. But Recently,we Dont Talk much. Others know more about my problems Then You Do. It Isn't my Fault. I Tried Finding Time To keep our Friendship close, Like what It used To be,but It Didnt work. I Dont Expect You To be Here For me Either, Its alright,but Let's just stay as Friends. Will That Do ? Yeahh,she Replied my Email, & I wrote back To Her. What she said was True Though. Talked To Zh,still,Idk If I will. I Really dont want To Dwell on This anym. Everytime I say I giveup, Thn I'll go back,How stupid. Thn If Givingup makes You Happy,I will. But what Type of Answer Did I Get From You, Fuckedup. Lost so many Things. At a Loss For words. I wish You were Here. We contact Through Email,but what's The point. I cant Express myself at all. All I can Is IMY,but You wouldnt appear In Front of me. Confused baby,Fuck.
Quit, quit Making A Scene♥
Friday, January 04, 2008Y
1137 days of Love : D
Ahahahhh,Today was Funny, Esp The bobo Tea Teacher. Laugh Like siao Lah : D She gave me,Barbara,Jojo,Germaine & Priyanka Each a chocolate : D But I Dont Eat so I gave To Barbara. Had CCA Fair,Total waste of my Time please. So The ShenXian =.=" Luckily she Didnt say anythn. Gave out phamplets{Idk How To spell} Thn slacked Like shit with EyuniceNg,Barbara & ZhiHui & Germaine. Hlaf way Van & Lisa came along. Laugh Laugh all Like siao. Super Fun : D Didnt Have This Type For so Long : D Yeahhp,Thn went Home. Raining super Heavily Lah. Had Dinner,& bathe. Listened/watched Eminem DVD. I Feel Rapping Really keeps Me Goddamnit Happy,alot. & It keeps me occupied Too. Esp with Eminem : DDDD Thn used comp. Sosos Lazy To Do Homework. Shizzle,Tml Have Tuition. & Its Like Last min =.=" Wth. Havent Even Done The Homework she gave. Still Have school Homework sommore. Nvm,Later Thn Do : D Ystd Fought with MrsOng. She's such a beeYotch Lah. She still Tell me grow up. Yeahhp,Im Like That. Im upset cos of MissYeo,very. Yet You Didnt Tell me. Telling wouldnt kill,Fucker. She wouldnt be Interferring Into my Life anym, No matter How screwed I Get/I am. Where were You whn she Left. Some Fucking place she went. You knew How much she meant To me Yet You kept It From me. Every night I cried,I Miss Her so much. I wonder where she went. You couldnt Do what she Had Done For me. You're a Total Different From Her. You Gaveup on me so many Times, But she Didnt. She Did so many Things For me, Yes You Did. But not now anym. You're just a beeyotch Lah. Think You know me so well. Fuck Lah,You Dont. You aint a big Fuck. I've Lost all my Trust In You. ForgetIt,What I say You'll just scold me back. No point Talking To You. You Dont Even Treat me & UniNg Like You're goddaughters Lah,In The First place. You seriously Dont know I Feel. Lasttime whn I Told You abt MissYeo, All You could say was : `Her Life Doesnt Revolve around You. I Fucking know That,You need not say. At Least she was Here For me In Times of need, Unlike You. Call You'reself a Godma? What Fuck crap shit You Talking Lah. You Respect Her Desicion? Yeahh,aftr all That she Has Done For me. You were The one who shouted at me First Lah. I cannot be bothered anym. I Dont mind Losing You. You aren't Important,ForgetIt. Bee-Yotch.
This Is The corelation of Salvation & Love♥
Thursday, January 03, 2008Y
Badminton New Teacher In charge sucks Lah. Wth,We also never Do anyth,You stare at us For what! Cyeebye Lah,You're no better Thn The coach/Mr Tan. All same pattern shit one. Waste my Time stay back,Luckily I Didnt. Anyw,The Team Doesnt need us. So what For bother? Goddamint Lah,Screwed Enough already. Thn Tml still need stayback For CCA Fair what shit. Waste my Time again, I Rather go Die please. Bitch In action.
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1136days of Love : D
School sucks,as usual Lah. I Dont mind changing school now. MotherFcuker. Chinese class same as Felicia They all. Had Lessons Today & blahblah. Went Home with Barbara. On The way saw Her. Maybe,I couldnt be bothered. I wasnt Feeling Too Good Today Either. Didnt Feel Like Talking. Doing Homework now. Email Her Ystd,waiting For Her Reply. No matter How much I've said, She's already Left. Saddened. Mrs Ong was a bitch Ystd. What The Fcuk,You knew Thn You Didnt Tell me. Like You Treat me & UniNg Like You're goddaughters Like That,Fake shit You. Im seriously screwed Enough already. I Feel Like Dying shit! During Lessons,just wanna sleep & Forget Everything. Tired,Is just a Fcuking Excuse. Im seriously so Godamnit Tired of Life. Everything sucks. Even You Have changed. Maybe cos we're In Different classes. Joking around & stuff were all The past. Now,I just wanna bury myself In Doing shit & Lock myself In my Room Everyday. I Dont wanna go To school. Life's just a bitch & another passing Day.
Maybe One Day We'll Wake up, & These will a be a Dream♥
Wednesday, January 02, 2008Y
1135days of Love : D
First day of school sucked,I swear.
Form Teacher : Miss Ramlah Form Tutor : Chris Kwok Math : Chris Kwok Eng : Bobo Tea Teacher Sci : Mrs Jean Tan IH : Ms Karen
Wah Fcuk Lah,Damn suay. So much Homework Too. Fcukedup Day Indeed. Not because of all These. Cos You werent Here at all. You Left,& Im screwed. I Seriously miss You. You'll not be Here For me anym. You Left without Even saying Goodbye. 091107,Last which I saw You. Just a glance I did,without saying anythn. I'd cherish It,now You're gone. I miss You,no words could Describe This. I was gonna breakdown Into Tears whn I Heard It, I controlled. Everyone asked me If I was sad, But all I Did was just gave a Reaction of some kind Which I Dont Even know myself. Yes,Deep Down Inside I am. I Feel Like cutting myself. Or Doing That shizzle. Life's stupid without You. Life's a bitch without You. I cant Talk out with You all my problems&worries anymore. MrsOng? - ForgetIt. You're The best I could Ever Think of. I Need You. Now Youre gone,I Really wanna Talk To You, See You again. You're The one who showed me & Taught me What's Right & wrong. You're The one who was always There For me Whn I was Down. You're The one who would Take Time out just For me. You were The one & only who Would go The Extra Mile just For me. I Didnt Forget all That You Told me. Taking You For granted In The past, Now Youre gone,I Regret Fcuk much. MrsOng knew You were Leaving,I Didnt. Fcuk Love shit,I Miss You! I see not Even a Shadow of Youre's. I wont Forget You.
You'll always Have a place In My Heart No matter How Far or Near You are♥