You : DDDDD

2008-02-09T12:24:00.000+08:00

Relink please!
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ThankYouuuuuuuuuu
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2008-02-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

1169 Days of Love : D

Went out with LYF after school.
Dismissed at 9 plus.
Walk walk Then came back around 230.
Used comp, played badminton, bathed.
Then Left For Reunion Dinner <3
Came back at 8, Haha.
Yeahh, Right now just Thinking of some stuffs.
Maybe It's You're Last Reunion Dinner
With You're Family before You Leave.
I Really miss You.
Why'd You Have To go.
Sigh, Even up Till This Day,
You mean That much To me.
Nobody could Ever Replace You,
Let alone ...
Well, YTJZTH, saw Her Today.
My Reaction was ofcos The `IHateYou Look.
& So Yeahh,
She waved but I guess It wasn't To me.
Even If she Did,
I wouldn't wave back.
Getting on well now.
We're moving Fast, Running away From The past.
CNY Is just Tomorrow.
Hey, I Hope You're Really Having a Great Time,
Enjoying You'reself.
Dont worry, Im okay.
I'll not Dissapoint You Like what I Did During The past.
Let This Dinner be You're best &
Spent The best of Time You can with You're Family.
No matter where You are,
You'll always Have a place In My Heart.
ILY, IMY <3
Yeahhh, Gambling Time Tomorrow.
Using my angpao money! {:
Cant waitttttttttttt, HAHHAAAA.
Yeahhp, Up Till Here.
Hear From me soon k!
: DDDDDD

Broken Hearts Like promises,
Are Left For Lesser Knows♥

2008-02-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

1168 Days of Love : D

Happppppppppppy {:
Morning, EyuniceNg gave me a Eminem Disc.
Afternoon, Melissa gave me a Eminem Disc.
Say Happy or not : D
Haha, although I Have Them,
But I wanttttt k.
School Dismiss Early Tmrw.
Yay, Tmrw LYF outing ! : D
My mother allows,
But Depends on who's going Though.
Then I'll Have To be back by 330,
Have Reunion Dinner! <3
My maid's coming For The First Time.
HAHAHAAAAAAAA,
Stupid Gina! : D
Did my work, but I Didnt sleep.
Idk. but I Seem/ Feel Really Really Happy.
Although Im Thinking of Her,
But still, I'll Respect Her Decision much.
I'll miss Her alot,
But nvm, we can meetup some Day <3
CNY soon!
Can wait Then I'll Have $$$$$$$.
Can gamble Too {:
Wheeeeeeeet ~
Okkkkkkkkkk,
I'll blog Till Here.
Byebyeeeeeee.

The Lost causes♥

2008-02-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

1167 Days of Love : D

Today was okkkk,
Except when The stupid
KarenChao bitch made us Do pushups.
Zomggggg,
I Felt Like killing Her.
Chinese slacked Like shit.
Ck Lesson was shit Lah,
Fucking boring.
Science we Did Experiments,
Coooooooool shizzle : D
Had Training after school,
Then went Home.
At Dinner, Did Homework
Then I slept Like a pig : D
Wokeup, Did Pw.
Im Talking To EyuniceNg now,
Harharrrrrrrr.
I want all The Eminem Discs From Her!
<333333333333333
Yeahhyeahh.
During Recess,
I Had To sit In The same Table with The bitch.
Now she cant Read my blog.
Cos It private.
Haham
You're sucha Loser In MANY ways : D
I Hope You Fucking Die.
Anyw, I gtg now.
So bubyeeeeeeeeee : D

2008-02-03T19:36:00.000+08:00

1166 Days of Love : D

Today was Fun : D
Haha, & Dont ask why.
Anyw, Ystd night was just Thinking.
I shall stop Eyecanddaying people,
For The Time being.
Twice already The same Thing Happened.
Just That one Turned Into Hate.
Haha, Fucking Loser.
So Yeahhp,
Im gonna stop.
Unless I see somebody Real Real pretty : D
Then maybe I will.
Hahahaaaaaaaa.
Tomorrow Have shit Training =.="
Rawwwwwwwwhr.
Hope There's no competition This Tuesday.
Then I wont Hafta waste my Time There.
Ohh & For goodness sake,
I Never Liked Her.
You can say almost,
But I Didnt/ Never.
So stop calling Her my whatever shit.
So what If I see Her,
Then It puts a smile To my Face.
& That was Like Fucking Last Year Lah.
So Yeahh,
Shut You're Trap : D
Hafta Face That bitch Tomorrow again.
Have Lit, That soroma, Idk How To spell.
& That slut Tan Lesson.
&& ck Lesson, Fucking boring.
That will be all For Tomorrow : D
WLLLLLLLLL,
The stupid Eminem DVD come out so Long.
Has been Like 4 months, wthhh.
Ahaaaaaaaha, whatever,
But I'll get It <333
I Think Mika's cute , HEHE !
Okkaye, That was so Random.
Yeahhpyeahhp,
Byebyeeeeeeeee : D

!ShadyBaby♥

2008-02-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

1165 Days of Love.

Germaine Tan :

Do You Even Think I bother about Her.
In The First place,
Did I Even ask You To Tell me anythn.
Please Lah,
You said It out of You're own will.
I just wanted To Tell Her That Its alright.
I Learnt From You.
My mouth also very big Lehhh.
I go say That It was You, HAHAAAA.
I Dont Even Like Her a single bit anym Lah.
I Fucking Hate Her.
How's That.
& For christ sake,
I Dont care what You say behind my back.
Yeahh, I Liked Her once.
So what.
I aint a player or whatever shit.
She Isn't a substitute, neither was she one.
Yes, I couldn't get over 190607 Then.
But so, Issit Like Even You're Goddamn problem.
I know she cried, & So Yeahh.
You Told me, & I just approached Her,
To Tell Her That It was alright.
You're Friends out There should just
Not Tell You anythn.
Hahaaaaaaa, Losers.
Fucking YTJZTH,
I said before, You're just Running away.
But I know You Tried You're best
To Face up To It.
But Do You still Think I'll be That Denise
Whom I could be/ How I Treated You.
It wasn't You're Fault That made me who I am Today.
Maybe It was : D ; Hah.
Fucking Talk behind my back/
Say whatever You Like.
Like You Think I'd Even bother.
Just a bunch of Fucking Goddamnit Low Life ppl.
YTJZTH, I Hope when I see You around,
I could Tell This straight To You're Face,
That You're a Loser.
When You cry, I wouldn't bother.
When You bleed, I wouldn't bother.
Wherever You are/ what You Do are not my concern.
Lead The Life You wish To.
If all These are making Things Difficult For You,
Come Look For me.
Ohh & Germaine Tan,
I wouldn't clarify Things with Her at all.
If she wants she can ask me Herself.
Unless she Is mute.
Stop all You're shit & crap
By Telling me To be Friends with Her again Yeahh.
If The both of You Think Im a Fucking arsehole
By saying/ writing all These,
Then go ahead.
Im not stopping You To.
You can Hate me For Fucking shit.
If You're Reading This,
Go Do some Fucking Reflection on You'reself,
Before You start To Lose You're Friends.
Bitchhhhh.

IMY♥

2008-02-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

1164 Days of Love : D

So Luckly, I passed Math.
Hahaaaaaa : D
So boring mannn.
Today spent almost whole Dayout after school.
Went For Training shit & Yeahh.
Haha, My sis got me a Spongebob Tee!
Going out This sundayy Yeahh : D
Happpppppppy.
I Hate YTJZTH.
Omggggg, why should I clarify mattters with You?
Do I Even Look Like I care.
Stupid.
If You're pm Is about me,
Say what You want.
Bitchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
You're Like Fuckingly wasting my Time.
For goodness sake,
If You Hate me, Then what To Do?
Heh, I shouldnt waste my Time on ppl Like You.
At Least she wasn't Like You.
Arsehole.
I'll Even get You out of LYF.
You wait & see.
Im not Forcing You To Do something against You're wish.
Neither Did I In The First place.
You Dont care about me Even better,
Haha,I no need someone Like You.
I Fucking Goddamnit Hate You Like shit.
You're such a Loser Lah.
Haha, Fuck Youuu.

~~"I'm here for you," she said~~
~~and we can stay for awhile,my boyfriend's gone~~
~~we can just pretend.~~
Lips that need no introduction
Now who's the greater sin
Your drab eyes seem to invite(tell me darling)
Where do we begin.
Was this over before...
before it ever began?
Your kiss, your calls, your crutch
Like the devil's got your hand
This was over before,Before it ever began?
Your lips, your lies, your lust
Like the devil's in your hands
~~Everyone in this town is seeing somebody else~~
Everybody's tired of someone,our eyes wander for help
Prayers that need no answer now
I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest mistake
I fell in love with your sin,Your littlest sin
Failure is your disease
You want my outline drawn
You were my greatest failure.
Discourse your saving song

Kisses, Hugs & Beautiful words♥

2008-01-31T19:01:00.000+08:00

1163 Days of Love : D

Went For competition Today.
=.="
Waste of my Time Lah.
Only a goddamint Reserve still need go.
Please Lah,
Have so many other ppl.
Spent Like about 1Hr plus Talking
To UniNg on The phone when I was There.
Super boredddd.
Thanks : D
Anyw, Chinese was stupid Today,
Haha, Laoshi crieddddddddd, LOL.
Sunday going out To get my Berms & Shirts : D
& Do pw.
Btw, YTJZTH,
I Didnt see You walk past me at all.
So Dont anyhow say about my Reaction To You.
Do You Even Think I care about You now.
Lo-ser.
You're mean, HAHA.
Very Lehhhhh.
Like I care Huh, Stupid bitch.
I Dont care what You want say about me.
At Least I know,
I Did nothing wrong.
I only said so Yeahh when There
Was Fucking nothing To Talk.
So what The Fuck Do You Expect me To say.
Get You're Facts Right.
070108 Is so stupid.
I know I shouldn't be Dwelling on all These.
But I Fucking Hate You Like shit.
I wasted Like a Few weeks on You,
When I know we cannot Even be Together.
How stupiddddddd.
Anyw,
You're shittttt man.
I wasted my Time on You.
Haha whatever.
Bitchhhhhhhhhhh.

Still There For Me♥

2008-01-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

1162 Days of Love.

I Really cant Take It anymore.
Yeahh, Im The one at Fault.
Im making Things so Fucking Hard For You.
Put The blame on me.
Now we cant Even be Friends.
Srsly, If You Dont wanna Talk To me,
Its ok already.
I bother, but what's The point.
Do what You want,
If That's what make You Happy.
I Have no Rights To Tell You anythn.
The past was all shit.
I guess, I Expected Too much From You.
I Thought with You,
Things would get better,
& That I would get over 190607.
But It Didnt.
When I was with You/Spending Time with clique,
I Felt very Happy.
Just as If, 190607 was all gone.
But Things Till Today just Turned out so screwed.
I Didnt see This Day coming, girl.
Sorry For Those Times when
I Treated You Like shit.
Sorry For Everything I've Done.
All The Things I caused You,
You're Feelings and all.
I Feel sad & Hurt.
But Its not You're Fault.
I brought It upon myself.
I know You wouldnt bother,
But Its alright.
YTJZTH,
Thanks For all Those Happy Times/Memories.
Even Though You weren't The best,
But Thanks For Everything.
I Thought This would Last For at Least a month,
But Its ok.
You were Like Her In ways.
You weren't a substitute,
Cos I Really Liked You.
Even Though I was Thinking of 190607 at Times,
You were on my mind Too.
I wont say ILY.
I'll keep In You In my memory.
Sorry girl.

Slits & Sprays♥

2008-01-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

1161 Days of Love : D

School sucks, as usual.
Stupid shitHead Teachers.
Yeahh,Received Email From Her,
She Replied me.
Miss Her Fucking badly.
DDDDDDD :
I just Realised That You Have changed
Fuck much.
I Gave You so many chances,
& Yet You're still The same.
I Thought You Had change.
Pangsehh kia,Fuck You.
Whatever.
Science Test Tomorrow.
Idk If Im Eyecanddaying another person.
Zomgggggggggg,
Im Fucking going crazy soon.
& You, what The Fuck Is You're prob.
You say me Ridiculous If I Ever Do That.
Please, For goodness sake,
I wouldnt Even Do That Lah.
Out of 100% ,You said /30%.
Like That would make a Diff To me Huh.
Idk If Im pissed with You or what.
Motherfucking bitch.
Its okay,I Didnt Force You at all.
Do what You want.
& Knowing That It Is Impossible,
You want Hang out For what,
Isnt That wasting You're Goddamint Time.
For You're Fucking Info,
That's what You said To me also.
Did You know How Hurt I was.
You Didnt,cos I kept It all Inside.
Its okay,I Dont need You Here For me Either.

One Sided Love, YTJZTH♥

2008-01-27T11:22:00.000+08:00

1159 Days of Love : D

사랑해요/ YTJZTH,070108♥

My Paper Heart {:,
Baby,Im still counting on.
You'll be The best Part of My Day.
It's not Her,
It's You : D

YTJZTH, Spitting Image of Her { - 190607.
070108 <3

Breathtaking♥

2008-01-25T19:52:00.000+08:00

1157 Days of Love : D

School Dismissed Early cos of The water pipe.
It burst,Hehe.
So went Home with Barbara.
She came my House.
Ate Lunch Then went back To school.
Went For competition,
I Didnt play.
We Goddamnit Lost D :
Whatever,Took a bus back.
Mummy came Fetch me,
Then went To Eat Dinner.
Came Home,bathed Yeahh.
Fucking Dissapointed In You,srsly.
You Didnt Do It,but You Did Entertain That Thought.
Last one?
Fuck,You must be kidding.
Im angry/Dissapointed cos I care.
Learn To keep You're word k.
Okok,Im gonna Do IH stupid work now,
Byebye.

Fucking PlayLove, Baby♥

2008-01-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

1154 Days of Love.

Going To school,Is Fucking pointless.
Its shit.
Teachers all suck.
MotherFucking biase.
YeahhYeahh,We're always In The wrong.
Go To Hell.
Bitches.
I Realised,You're The one
Making me Feel so Fucked.
When others Talked To You,
I'll Feel Fucking Jealous.
Ofcos,I will.
Cos I Love You.
You'll never understand.
All You can say Is You dk.
070108,Is This just PlayLove?
It Seems Like It.
Before Everything was make known,
This Love For You was so strong.
How about now?
Its Decreasing Each Day.
I Really Really know That 190607
Cant be compared with You,
But I cant Help It.
Cos I Really Loved 190607.
070108,Maybe Its Really Fucking PlayLove.
You Dont care about me,
& So Do I now.
Its Hard For me To say,
& Idk If we should go our Separate Ways.
I Really Really Dont know anym.
You can Even make me Do The worse shit Fuck.
Fuck You,
I cant get angry just because
Things Turn out Like That.
But I Really cannot Take It.
You know The way I Feel about You,
Then why You're Doing all These.

If Only She was Here.
I would Really Love To meet You,
Before You Leave.
ILY,IMY.

Love/Take My Heart,
I'll Take You're Hand♥

2008-01-21T18:34:00.000+08:00

Why Dont You say what's on You're Mind,
Cos Im Taking all The chances.
Cos You're Never gonna See How Good It's gonna be,
Until You Gimme a chance.
Im Waiting,YJT.
Now,It's You're Turn. I'll Give You Even The world.
070108,ILY {:
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2008-01-21T17:33:00.000+08:00

1153 Days of Love : D

Today,Fucking screwed.
Morning cos of my DumbArse parents.
PE,cos of The stupid MsKaren.
Science was because of The MrsTan.
Like what The Fuck.
Fucking bitch arse,I Really want kill Her.
I Sit The way How,You must Huanloh?
My Textbook Highlighted also You care?
Please Lah,Its my own Tb.
Knn,Go Fly kite Lah You.
At Least I got Listen =.="
& You changed my place,You bitch.
Zomggggg,That place Is so Fucked.
I Have only Felicia & Ranna To Talk To.
Im sitting next To an Idiot,Fuckedup shit.
Then me & WenYan cant Talk anym.
Ohh,& Infront me,Is a bitch Too.
Ohh well,I Dont Fucking care.
Im gonna change my place.
Fuckedupers,Crazy bitch arse.
So much Homework.
I Realised smth,You Fucking suckup.
Dont want To be Then say Lah.
Chao Cyeebye.
I Hope You Die : D
I want some people To Get out of LYF : D
Stupid Faggot.

YJT,We Rarely Talk now.
Idk why.
Even when we see Each other,
We Dont Even say Hi & Yeahh.
Even Though,You're not Running away,
But I srsly dk why These are Happening.
070108,ILY.

Day Late Friend♥

2008-01-19T20:05:00.000+08:00

1151 Days of Love : D

Ystd & Today was kind of a Day
Of Doing Reflection.
I Rarely Did That :x
Started of with Teachers scolding us.
They always say The same old Things.
Srsly.
They're Dissapointed,we're In The wrong,
We wont change Easily &
What punishment we should get.
All They same old Fucking Things.
Now some of us Have To write a Reflection Letter,
=.=" ; Just For confronting a S1 girl.
What The Fuck Is This.
& Even a written warning.
Super crazy!
From The First Day of school Till now,
Already Had so many scoldings.
YeahhYeahh,You all are Disspointed with us
& whatever shit You all say.
We're always wrong,You're always Right.
Fuck You,Go To Hell.
Although I Did Entertain That Thought,
But wth,Its super crazy.
Next was when I Thought about 190607 & 070108.
Yeahhp,both couldnt be compared.
But still I Thought 190607 was The best.
070108,although Everything was make known,
Idk what will become of It Either.
Yeahh,Then was Thinking about Her.
She's going For Mission Trip Soon.
I'll miss Her Like Fuck.
XiaoBlooD Talked To me.
Said That If I Had Free Time,
I could actu Take The First step & Volunteer.
Yeahh,so I Reflected Then.
After That was whn Ystd,
Ppl Tried making a Scene =.="
How Screwed can Everything get?
Then now we're The ones In Trouble.
I Hope we Dont get any Demerits.
I'll Die This Time.
Fuck baby,why Let Everything go This way.
Although My Parents knew about This Ystd,
Like what can They Even Do.
Now Its up To The school.
I Didnt want To walk out of The Gate Ystd.
But Fucking Hell,I Did.
If You were There,I wouldnt.
Even Though Ec was There,
I Didnt care.
I Dont know what's on my mind.
& now,Everything Turns out Like That.
Next,I Reflected on my work/studies.
This Year Is Streaming Year.
I wanna get a good Combination.
So I'll Have To study Hard.
But Ever Hear of, Actions Speak Louder Then words?
Yeahh,Its Easy To say,but when It come To Doing ...
Idk what's stopping me From studying.
Definitely not Eminem!
For Goodness sake.
I'll just Have To Think Harder again.
Lastly,I Reflected on all The
Things I said/Did Lasttime.
Was I childish?
Immature?
Stupid?
Although This MrsOng Thing Is not settled,
& We Fought over Her Leaving,
It's super childish/Immature.
But Its not My Fault.
She asked me To give Her a chance.
But I Dont Think I will.
Gimme a break,Let me Learn To
Live without Her For once.
Yeahh,Things are just In a mess now.
Maybe as Days go by,
I'll just Have To Fix The Pieces.
But Right now,
All I know Is I Have so many Things To clear up & Do.
Fuck baby,Tell me when Issit That
All These shit will stop.

Learning To Fall,
But Dont worry about me.
I Promise,I'll be okay♥

2008-01-18T19:58:00.000+08:00

1151 Days of Love : D

Quit,quit making a Scene.

After You Left,
There's just so many Fucking problems.
I Really cant cope.
What Had Happened Today,
If You were There,
It would change my mind,Really.
I wish You were.
Goddamnit.

Where'd You Go♥

2008-01-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

1150 Days of Love.

Fucking Dumb Bitch : D

School was shizzle.
Mrs Kwok Talked To me,
About some stuffs,Yeahhp.
She's nice
But she wants some of us To apologise
To The Prefect =.="
She Even knew we Ran out of School
With our PE attire Ystd,Lol.
Ahahhaa,YeahhYeahh.
She Replied my Email.
No mood To Reply Her.
Im going now,Dont Feel Like Talking.

History Repeats Itself again,YJT♥

2008-01-16T20:12:00.000+08:00

1149 Days of Love : D

School was Fine,Yeahhp.
Im going To Die very very soon.
I Think You Do Have a problem,Dude.
Stupid shitHead.
Anyw,Im more Into Training now : D
Its getting better Each Time I go.
No Homework,Excepts For some
Assignments/Projects.
Ahhaa,Short post,I'll get going now.
Buhbye : D

Hiding In Shadows♥

I Expected You To be There,
But what were You Doing.
Just at a corner.
Fuck Love.

~~If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger,~~
You know in the end, I'll always be there.
And when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around, and I'll be there.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
(I promise) I know they don't sound
the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while,
I'll make you fall for me, I promise,
I promise you I will.
When your day is through, and so is your temper,
You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there.
Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended.
These words just come out, with no gripe to bear.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say.
(I promise) I know they don't sound
the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while,
I'll make you fall for me, I promise,
I promise you I will.

2008-01-14T18:53:00.000+08:00

1147 Days of Love : D

We're back To The same old Point.
You're just RunningAway.

It Happened again,
You're Pretty Smile,I'd never Forget.
Maybe Its cos,
I still Havent gotten over You.

YJT♥

What The Fuck Is You're prob.
You're mouth super big Lah~!
You not Happy or whatever can say To My Face.
No need HideHide,whisper what shit.
Fuck You,Go To Hell
& Have a Nice Day~!.

2008-01-13T15:35:00.000+08:00

1146 Days of Love : D

Get This clear For once,Yeahh You.
Dont Fucking go around asking
Who my Eyecandayye Is.
Bloody Irritating.
What If That person Doesnt know
I Have an Eyecanddaye?
Bullshit,You.
This Is Like my own privacy.
It would be good If You just
Mind You're own Goddamnit business.
You suck up shit.
So what If You're my GoodFriend?
You Dont Have The Right To know
Who My Ec Is.
Must I Tell You Everything?
Fuck no.
I admit,Its more Than Eycanddaying Her.
So,what You Gonna Do about It?
I Didnt Tell You cos I Dont Trust You.
You're mouth's Fucking big!
You go around Telling other ppl stuffz.
How Fucking Irritaing can That be.
Mind You're own business Lah!
Shut The Fuck up.
I'll not Hesitate To put You're name.
You just watch It.
Bitch ~!

2008-01-12T15:28:00.000+08:00

1145Days of Love : D

Lets make Ystd night all a Dream.
Why Did You push It so Far?
Why Did I Give In To You Either?
Im already Enough screwed.
Now another problem arise.
What The Fuck,Give me a break please.
I Didnt want To Tell You
As I Had To Give myself more Time.
But why Did You Have To keep Insisting
On me Telling You?
In The End,It made matters worst,Like now.
I Told You before.
I Dont wanna Regret Later.
You said our Friendship wont Drift
& We'll Remain as good Friends.
Shit,That's all crap.
You kept aplogising.
Im not saying Everything's You're Fault,
Cos I also Gave Into You.
It was only 4Days,cant You wait a Lil while Longer?
The Last Time,It Took me 3-4 months To Tell Her.
Then now what,Its Four Days?
Cant You Give me more Time?
Although Its more Then Eyecandying You.
You can Talk behind my back,
Or Do whatever shit.
I smsed You Today morning Then.
I Told You I wouldnt give up That Easily.
& I'll Do whatever It Takes/
Go To any Extent For You.
What Reply Did I Get?
I Dont Think Im worth all These.
Fine ok,Then I Told You That
What If You meant more To me Then Her?
What Did You Reply.
I dont know.
Since You want It This way,
I'll Let You be/Have It.
I cannot be bothered To Reply You're smses.
Anyw,I cant Force You To Do smth against You're own wish.
You Told me not To get Rejected,
I Didnt Have High Hopes.
But after Telling You,I was Fucking Dissapointed.
I cried Ystd night.
Its The Fourth Lost Loved one,Baby.
I wanted To wait For The Right Time To Tell You,
But why Did You Have To keep pushing It?
Since You also knew/suspected
That I was Eyecandying You/Like You.
Cant You wait For awhile more Longer?
It wont kill Right.
My actions spoke Louder Then words.
I Helped You Did all Those.
That showed already,You were observant Enough.
Idk If Im angry or what with You.
You Told me,You were Running away From This.
What's The point.
Why Dont You wanna Face up To It,
When You were The one who asked For It?
Inevitable,It Is.
You wouldnt be Receiving That Love
I showered upon You anym.
But I say,
I will not Giveup Yet at This Moment.
070108,Its still not Over.

I Fell In Love with You're Sin,
You're Littlest Sin♥

2008-01-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

As If Sorry's any Consolation♥

2008-01-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

1144 Days of Love : D

Today's ok.
I Hate bobo Tea,MoFo.
MrsKwok Lesson was =.="
Had Training aftr school.
Fun To The max : D
UniNg went but played Like so Restricted,
Idk what Im writing Too ,Lol.
Anyw,Yeahh,
She Finally Decided To Reply my Fucking Email.
She said crap =.="
Super angry Lah.
Want kill Her already.
Nothing To blog about.
Byebye.

Undeniable♥

2008-01-09T19:24:00.000+08:00

1142 days of Love : D

Fucking screwed.
First It was when abt Her.
Heard From people,During chinese.
But all I Did was controlled
& Cassy was making me Laugh The whole Time.
Do You Really care,
Or Issit just To make me Happy?
I mean Like what The Fuck,
You Dontwant bother just say It.
I Dont care If You see This,
Im Fucking pissed.
Why Didnt You Tell me You were going back To school.
Why Issit Taking You so motherFucking Long
To Reply a Fucking Email!
Why why why,You Need Not Do all These just To
Make me Happy or whatever.
You want The best For me?
You're shit,You're kidding.
You're all a bitch,a Lie.
You're another of MrsOng.
Once You Leave,You Let go of Everything.
Fine,You can Do That.
Eminem Had pneumonia,Fucking shit.
I Didnt play badminton Then.
Jolyn smsed me,I was shocked Lah.
Stoned/Emo-ed For 1 Hour.
Then UniNg They all came comfort me.
Thanks : D
But now well,He's Recovering.
Went Home with Vanesa & Barbara.
Bathed all,now Doing HE shit.
I Really cant get Her off my mind.
& I Dont Expect Her To be Here.
As In New Eyecanddaye : D
Sigh,Everything's In a mess.
Goddamnit,I Hate school,I Hate Everything.
Stupid shit,I bet You Dont Even know How I Feel.

I'll Guard You're Heart♥

2008-01-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

1141 Days of Love : D

School as usual okkaye.
I Likeyy my new Eyecanddaye alot : D
Prettaye girl : D
So You need not worry anym.
Ahh wait,In The First place You Didnt bother.
But who cares,I wouldnt care abt You anym.
I'll Give The best all To Her whenever I can.
I'll be Here For Her no matter what.
I wouldnt Repeat The same Mistake again.
Cos one Day,she'll come To appreciate It.
Ahahha,Back To school.
Stayed back In school For some shit.
Went Lunch with Fel,Raeann & Barbara.
Thn went For Tuition,Till 630.
Bused Home,walked In saw my mother Halfway.
She was Like waving siaosiao at me.
LOL,Damn Retarded Lah.
Had Dinner,bathed & Did school Homework.
Im guai! : D
Okkaye,my Family Is kind of stupid now.
Idk why,shizzle.
Talking To LisaChelliah now,she's a shit Head : D
Uhh,okkaye,Buhbye!

Everlast♥

2008-01-07T19:17:00.000+08:00

1140days of Love : D

Aight,Im not suppose To be using The comp now,
But waiting For Her Though,
Meanwhile,Talking To Zh & Doing Homework.
Stupid maths,so Fucking Hard.
Had Lunch with Vanessa,Zh,Lisa & UnizNg & Barbara.
Ate macs.
Had Training Today,we were Late again =.="
& Blahblahblah,went Home with Barbara,
We Talked & stuff Yeahh.
Reached Home,Dinner bathe.
Went online,Did work.
Life's soso boring,As In boring,boring.
It's getting Harder Each Day without You.
I Really Dk why You Have To Leave.
Why Do You wna Help ppl,why.
During Training,Talking abt You,
Tears just Rolled Down my cheeks.
I couldnt control.
It seems Like Everything's Lost.
Everday Is just a Fucking Day.
I wish Time could Turn back now.
I aint Thinking of Her anym,srsly.
I Guess It's Time To ReallyReally Giveup & Face Reality.
She Told me The same Thing Too.
I should Listen To Her Then.
Messed up,Baby.
Screwed Fuck shit.

Insignificately Enough We both Have Significate others♥

2008-01-06T11:09:00.000+08:00

1139 days of Love : D

Why You always Fighting with me.
You're Elder what shit Fuck no.
I Really Have no mood okkaye.
Im screwed Enough.
Lately,so many Things just changed.
For Her,Idk If I will giveup.
For You,Idk If You know Im Talking abt You.
But Recently,we Dont Talk much.
Others know more about my problems Then You Do.
It Isn't my Fault.
I Tried Finding Time To keep our Friendship close,
Like what It used To be,but It Didnt work.
I Dont Expect You To be Here For me Either,
Its alright,but Let's just stay as Friends.
Will That Do ?
Yeahh,she Replied my Email,
& I wrote back To Her.
What she said was True Though.
Talked To Zh,still,Idk If I will.
I Really dont want To Dwell on This anym.
Everytime I say I giveup,
Thn I'll go back,How stupid.
Thn If Givingup makes You Happy,I will.
But what Type of Answer Did I Get From You,
Fuckedup.
Lost so many Things.
At a Loss For words.
I wish You were Here.
We contact Through Email,but what's The point.
I cant Express myself at all.
All I can Is IMY,but You wouldnt appear In Front of me.
Confused baby,Fuck.

Quit, quit Making A Scene♥

2008-01-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

1137 days of Love : D

Ahahahhh,Today was Funny,
Esp The bobo Tea Teacher.
Laugh Like siao Lah : D
She gave me,Barbara,Jojo,Germaine & Priyanka
Each a chocolate : D
But I Dont Eat so I gave To Barbara.
Had CCA Fair,Total waste of my Time please.
So The ShenXian =.="
Luckily she Didnt say anythn.
Gave out phamplets{Idk How To spell}
Thn slacked Like shit with
EyuniceNg,Barbara & ZhiHui & Germaine.
Hlaf way Van & Lisa came along.
Laugh Laugh all Like siao.
Super Fun : D
Didnt Have This Type For so Long : D
Yeahhp,Thn went Home.
Raining super Heavily Lah.
Had Dinner,& bathe.
Listened/watched Eminem DVD.
I Feel Rapping Really keeps
Me Goddamnit Happy,alot.
& It keeps me occupied Too.
Esp with Eminem : DDDD
Thn used comp.
Sosos Lazy To Do Homework.
Shizzle,Tml Have Tuition.
& Its Like Last min =.=" Wth.
Havent Even Done The Homework she gave.
Still Have school Homework sommore.
Nvm,Later Thn Do : D
Ystd Fought with MrsOng.
She's such a beeYotch Lah.
She still Tell me grow up.
Yeahhp,Im Like That.
Im upset cos of MissYeo,very.
Yet You Didnt Tell me.
Telling wouldnt kill,Fucker.
She wouldnt be Interferring Into my Life anym,
No matter How screwed I Get/I am.
Where were You whn she Left.
Some Fucking place she went.
You knew How much she meant To me
Yet You kept It From me.
Every night I cried,I Miss Her so much.
I wonder where she went.
You couldnt Do what she Had Done For me.
You're a Total Different From Her.
You Gaveup on me so many Times,
But she Didnt.
She Did so many Things For me,
Yes You Did.
But not now anym.
You're just a beeyotch Lah.
Think You know me so well.
Fuck Lah,You Dont.
You aint a big Fuck.
I've Lost all my Trust In You.
ForgetIt,What I say You'll just scold me back.
No point Talking To You.
You Dont Even Treat me & UniNg
Like You're goddaughters Lah,In The First place.
You seriously Dont know I Feel.
Lasttime whn I Told You abt MissYeo,
All You could say was :
`Her Life Doesnt Revolve around You.
I Fucking know That,You need not say.
At Least she was Here For me In Times of need,
Unlike You.
Call You'reself a Godma?
What Fuck crap shit You Talking Lah.
You Respect Her Desicion?
Yeahh,aftr all That she Has Done For me.
You were The one who shouted at me First Lah.
I cannot be bothered anym.
I Dont mind Losing You.
You aren't Important,ForgetIt.
Bee-Yotch.

This Is The corelation of Salvation & Love♥

2008-01-03T17:36:00.000+08:00

Badminton New Teacher In charge sucks Lah.
Wth,We also never Do anyth,You stare at us For what!
Cyeebye Lah,You're no better Thn The coach/Mr Tan.
All same pattern shit one.
Waste my Time stay back,Luckily I Didnt.
Anyw,The Team Doesnt need us.
So what For bother?
Goddamint Lah,Screwed Enough already.
Thn Tml still need stayback For CCA Fair what shit.
Waste my Time again,
I Rather go Die please.
Bitch In action.

2008-01-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

1136days of Love : D

School sucks,as usual Lah.
I Dont mind changing school now.
MotherFcuker.
Chinese class same as Felicia They all.
Had Lessons Today & blahblah.
Went Home with Barbara.
On The way saw Her.
Maybe,I couldnt be bothered.
I wasnt Feeling Too Good Today Either.
Didnt Feel Like Talking.
Doing Homework now.
Email Her Ystd,waiting For Her Reply.
No matter How much I've said,
She's already Left.
Saddened.
Mrs Ong was a bitch Ystd.
What The Fcuk,You knew
Thn You Didnt Tell me.
Like You Treat me & UniNg
Like You're goddaughters Like That,Fake shit You.
Im seriously screwed Enough already.
I Feel Like Dying shit!
During Lessons,just wanna sleep
& Forget Everything.
Tired,Is just a Fcuking Excuse.
Im seriously so Godamnit Tired of Life.
Everything sucks.
Even You Have changed.
Maybe cos we're In Different classes.
Joking around & stuff were all The past.
Now,I just wanna bury myself In Doing shit
& Lock myself In my Room Everyday.
I Dont wanna go To school.
Life's just a bitch & another passing Day.

Maybe One Day We'll Wake up,
& These will a be a Dream♥

2008-01-02T16:20:00.000+08:00

1135days of Love : D

First day of school sucked,I swear.

Form Teacher : Miss Ramlah
Form Tutor : Chris Kwok
Math : Chris Kwok
Eng : Bobo Tea Teacher
Sci : Mrs Jean Tan
IH : Ms Karen

Wah Fcuk Lah,Damn suay.
So much Homework Too.
Fcukedup Day Indeed.
Not because of all These.
Cos You werent Here at all.
You Left,& Im screwed.
I Seriously miss You.
You'll not be Here For me anym.
You Left without Even saying Goodbye.
091107,Last which I saw You.
Just a glance I did,without saying anythn.
I'd cherish It,now You're gone.
I miss You,no words could Describe This.
I was gonna breakdown Into Tears whn I Heard It,
I controlled.
Everyone asked me If I was sad,
But all I Did was just gave a Reaction of some kind
Which I Dont Even know myself.
Yes,Deep Down Inside I am.
I Feel Like cutting myself.
Or Doing That shizzle.
Life's stupid without You.
Life's a bitch without You.
I cant Talk out with You all my problems&worries anymore.
MrsOng? - ForgetIt.
You're The best I could Ever Think of.
I Need You.
Now Youre gone,I Really wanna Talk To You,
See You again.
You're The one who showed me & Taught me
What's Right & wrong.
You're The one who was always There For me
Whn I was Down.
You're The one who would Take Time out just For me.
You were The one & only who
Would go The Extra Mile just For me.
I Didnt Forget all That You Told me.
Taking You For granted In The past,
Now Youre gone,I Regret Fcuk much.
MrsOng knew You were Leaving,I Didnt.
Fcuk Love shit,I Miss You!
I see not Even a Shadow of Youre's.
I wont Forget You.

You'll always Have a place In My Heart
No matter How Far or Near You are♥

Depressed ...

2007-12-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

1132days of Love : D

Yeahp,back From Egpyt.
The Trip was okay.
Spend Lots of money Though.
Anyw,Singapore still The best : D
Everything Here,I miss Foodddddd D :
& Of cos Friends, You* Too not Forgotten.
& Talking To UniNg at night.
Ahahahaha!
Egpyt : All I saw was
Stones,bricks,statues,monuments,greenery & ofcos Sanddd.
I brought back To small bottles of sand From The Desert.
& Bought Like some glass bottles For You all.
But now Lokey super ugly,It smarched D :
Temperature In Egpyt was From 10 - 25.
Well,I'll start with Day 1.
Ohh btw,Egpyt's 6 Hours behind Time,so Yeahh.

Day 1 :

Took 6plus Evening Flight To Cairo {capital of Egpyt},
Arrived at 1115, Singapore : 515am.
Checked Into Hotel,bathed Thn slept.

Day 2 :

Visited The Pyramids,Spinhx & Experienced sandstorm.
Super cool, : D
Rained Halfway,so we all Ran back To The coach.
Camel Ride,but I Didnt Ride.
Super smelly & scary.
After That went To some perfume shop,bought 6 bottles.
Last stop was some ancient painting.
Had Dinner Thn checked Into Hotel.
Dinner sucked To The Max,Like shit.
So I ate Maggiemee & Chicken biscuit.
YumYummmmmmm : D

Day 3 : {cruise}

Woke up at 130 am,Took a 1 Hour Flight To Aswan{another part of Egpyt}
Visited Temple,Motorboated,Damn Fun Lah!
After That we checked Into The cruise : D
Stayed There For 4D3N.
The cruise was situated on The NileRiver : D
Had Lunch,Thn visited some Temple again.
Last stop was The Night market.
Super boring,nothing To buy.

Day 4 : {cruise}

Woke up at 3am plus.
Flew To Abu Simbel,another part of Egpyt.
1Hour Flight,Came back Thn went To The cruise.
Slacked/Stoned For Like Till 5 am,
We Had To wait For The cruise To Dock..
After That visited Temple,Had Dinner,Thn slept.

Day 5 : {cruise}

Woke up at 530am,Sat Horse carriage To Temple.
Came back To cruise,Stone Till Like 7 plus.
Cruise sailed to Luxor arrived at 7.
Visited Luxor Temple,Came back For Dinner.
Bathed,Sleep.

Day 6 : {cruise}

Visited Three Tombs of ancient Egpyt.
Temple Too.
Then a 4 Hour Drive To Hilton Hotel/Resort at The Red sea : D

Day 7 :

Halfday Playday.
Stupid period came so I couldnt swim.
Went To The beach,Red Sea : D
Water super clear,Damn nice Lah.
Build sandcastles,Lunch Had maggemeee.
Had Tour at 2.
Visited Church,mosque & Did some shopping.
Ate Macs There.
There nothing To buy Lah.
Last stop was Hard Rock Cafe,bought a shirt.
Thn went back To Hotel.

Day 8 :

Sat some glass boat shit,super Lame.
Shopeed Thn Dinner.
It was Halfday FreeDay In morning.
Took night Flight back To Cairo.
Arrived at about 11plus,Thn checked Into Hotel.

Day 9 :

4Hour bus Ride To Oasis.
The Desert : DDDDDDDD
Ahahah! Had a Jeep Ride,super Fun!
Had Dinner In Desert,under The stars : D
Thn went back To Hotel.
It sucked,cannot Even bathe Lor.
No water come out,stupid motherFcuker.
& It smelled of Rotten Egg Like shit Lah.

Day 10 :

Left The Rotten Egg Hotel Aftr Lunch.
Morning Had jeep Ride again.
Aftr Lunch drove back To cairo.
Went Hard Rock again,bough another shirt.
Night market Thn Transefered To Hotel For The night.

Day 11/12 :

Byebye Egpyt,Hello Singapore : DDDDd
Morning went To Alenxandria,another part of Egpyt.
3Hours Drive.
Toured For Like 4 Hours Thn drove back To cairo,
To catch The midnight Flight.
Arrived In Singapore at 4plus.
The plane was Fcuking stupid.
Esp The Turbulence,
Had some stupid baby crying,For The whole 10 Hours Lah!
Wahlao,but still I slept For Like 7 Hours,HAHAH.

Yeahp,so now Im back.
Email Full,Phone Too,Ahaha.
My stupid Adidas watch Is spoilt,Lousy Lah.
I Havent Done Holiday Homework Finish.
Shizzle,Dead Lah.
Im In a Goddamnit class.
I Hate It,Fcuk Lah.
Tml Have To attend some coutndown For 2008.
So Lame =.="
Anyw,School gonna Reopen In Like 3Days?
Yeahp,Idk If I'll get To see Her again ...
I Really miss You.

Ahh,Pictures will upload another Time : D
Byebyeeee.

2007-12-19T13:22:00.000+08:00

1121days of Love : D

YeahhpYeahhp.
Blog set To Private already.
Byebye Singapore,Hello Egpyt : DDDD
Here I come In about 12 Hours or Less,
Yeahh.
Pyramidddddd,Nile River,Red Seaaaa.
& Many more : D
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Haha,Okokaye.
I'll miss Everyone : D
Including Youuuuuuuu.
Whenever Im Feeling bored In The plane,
I'll keep You In My Memory.
Although Im so Far away,
You'll still be In my Heart : DDD
Dont contact me,not bringing phone : D
Byebyeeeeeeee!
Egpyt,Here I come : DDDDDDDD

2007-12-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

1119days of Love : D

Today was Fun,Lazy To blog.
So shall just write out in short.
Met UniNg,played waterbomb,watch Tv,went Home.
Ahhhhhhhh,#o2D More : D
Excited,a Lil ? : D
MIA : 19Dec - 30Dec,Dont contact me/
Blog will be Set To private Too : D
Okkaye,Byebyeeeeeee.

2007-12-16T09:08:00.000+08:00

Waiting/Gathering.

Durian cake : D

Anxious?

Even more : D

DurianCake : D

Random/Mother,Auntie,Auntie,Dad}

Cut cake.

Blow ~

Make a wish : D

Sing song Time : D

Lol : D

Couzzies : D #o1.

Couzzies : D #o2.

Couzzies : D #o3.

Baby cousin/

Siz & me : D

Helllo birdie,Crazaye ? : D

Durian cake ! : D

Denise Eat cake : D

Idiot ! : D

Table #o2.

Dad & me : D {Oldddd guy}

Table #o2.

Reflections,We were bored Thn : D

Couple of Zthe night/

Gathering/Waiting - Home

Couzzie & sis.

Darkkk.

Zomggg,Is she pregnant? : D {Auntie,Lol!}

Gay shot ! Bro & sis.

Another Gay : D

Going Homeeee ~

Ystd's Birthday 07 was The bombxzxz : D
Ahhhhhhhh!
03 More Days!
: DDDDDDDDDD
1118days of Love : D
Okok,Byebye!

2007-12-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

1116days of Love : D

Ystd :

Ystd went For Training.
Late,so Ran For 10 Rounds.
Like Wht The Fooook.
Every match I played,I Lost.
Noobs Even Trashed me.
I kept saying Fcuk,super angry.
Thn The coach was Like Looking,
Didnt care.
All I Wanted was To win The Goddamint match.
Kept missing shuttles,
Couldnt Even serve properly.
Wondered what was on my mind Then.
In The End,Had To shake opponent's Hand.
No choice,Thn went Home Early Like at 1230.
Met UniNg at 2,Thn Later went Serene.
Decided come my House watch movie.
Not Even scary,HAHA.
Walked Her out,Thn on The way met Aunite,
Lend Her my Ipod,Thn Ran all The way In.
But It wasnt Dark : D
That was all For Ystd.

Today :

Wokeup at 9,bathed & all.
Watched Teeve,Thn at 1030 went out For Lunch.
Came back at 12 plus.
Watch Teeve again.
Slacked at Home,super bored.
Watched Tevee In Mom's Room.
Fell asleep,{Nap : D
Wokeup,6 oclock Thn went out For Dinner.
Met Auntie Too,near House
7 plus came Home,bathed.
Talking To ppl online now : D
Life's getting boring,Hehe.
06D & I can go crazaye already : D
31st must go attend some shizzle party For New Year.
How Lame! D :
Uh well,I'll stop blogging For Today.
Byebyeeeee,}
Ahh wait,Nice Nice Lyrics : D

[Miley Cyrus - I Miss You]

You used to call me your ~~angel~~
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
Loved The way You Felt so strong.

I Never wanted You To Leave.

I wanted You To stay Here Holding me.

I miss you,I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la,I miss you

You used to call me your ~~dreamer~~

And now I'm livin' out my dream

Oh, how I wish you could see

Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past

It's true that time is flying by too fast

I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me.

I dont wanna Hear anyth abt You,
Let alone Youre name.
It makes me Feel Fcuked.
I Hate You ...
Aftr all These while of Love I Had For You.
Well,It should all go Into The Dustbin/Trash.
I shall not Talk abt It anym,
I dont wanna Dwell on It anym.
Fcuk You.

2007-12-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

1114days of Love : D

Day started of well Today.

Had Sci Tuition,Fun Eh : D

First Time Hearing me say uh.

Thn Ended at 12,Had Lunch.

Used comp.

Thn Lazed around,Decided go sleep.

Before going To sleep Thn

Suddenly was Thinking To Cut my Hair Today.

& Yay,I Did.So Did My mom.HAHAHA.

Yeahh,new Hair,Dont Laugh,

Its okkaye uh,but I Hope It'll grow back soon : DD

HAHA.Okkaye,Enough.

07D More !!!!!!!!!

Byebye,go umm,Idk : D

2007-12-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

1113days of Love : D

Mhhm,Today Had Training.
Quite okkaye uh,Except The coach quite bitch at Times.
Ended at 2,Ate Lunch with Barbara,Thn went Home Together.
Reached Home,Nthn To Do,So I went To watch Tevee.
Thn mom came Home.
Dinner Timee.
Ate & all,Did some work Thn used comp.
So boringgg/
Raining Everyday! {Zomggg}
Yeahhhhhh.
08D moreeee : D
Idk If Im Excited Too anyw,Hehe.
Lisa's coming back Tml,If Im not wrong?
YeahhYeahh.
& You Left Today,Hope You Enjoy Youre Trip.
Ystd whn I said I Giveup,
Yeahh I Really mean It.
But I'll still care For You Like what I always Did.
I'll be Here For You whenever You Need me To.
I'll be The one whom You'll Never Regret.
But just so You knw
I wldnt be a Good Friend To You anym.
I cant be Tht Denise You want me To.
Youre not perf,Im not.
I Hope You Get That.
Hmmm,Lets say I Dont Miss You : D
I've Finally Learnt To Let Go of You,
Even Though You Didnt bother abt me In The First place.
I Did mind,but after Thinking,
I Decided To giveup/'Cos You Had no Reaction,Did not bother?
YeahhYeahh.
Its over,I Didnt Feel a Thing,maybe a Lil Ystd.
But It was my own Decision.
I Hope Youre Happy.
Takecare,Love : D
Im over You now.
I wont keep all This going anym.
Still,Youre The Girl I've Loved most.
I'll miss You at Times,
I'll still shed Tears because of once In awhile
But I Swear,
I wont be That bad anymore.
190607 - 101207,} -- Memories.
Etched In My Mind.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2007-12-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

1112 days of Love : D

Ystd :

Wht The Fcuk,Ystd was super =.="
My sis sucks,
Now all bcos of Her I Needa go Training.
She say pon or whtever shizzle/
Fcuking Lame.
Say until Like she super Good.
Fcuk Luh,CCA points alr given out can.
You Dont Even knw so just shut Youre Trap.
Thn night,sorted out The jigsaw puzzle.
Took Like 1Hr plus.
11 plus,UniNg called.
Talked Till 12 plus Thn put Down.
Went To sleeep.

Today :

Morning was shizzle.
Bcos of Food,my stupid sis come Fight with me.
How Lame can she Get Luh.
Fcukedup Luh.
I Was nice Enough To buy For You Food back Today Luh.
Stupid =.="

Wheee,Today was Goddamnit Fun : D
Went out with UniNg,Hehe,best Luh she.
Hah,She so observant
& She Laughs at anyth : D
Hehe,Yeahh.
So met at Plaza Sing at 1015.
So Early Luh,crazaye Luh she : D
Mom Fetched me To centrepoint,
Thn I walked There.
Watched Fred Claus,Damn nice : D
Used The Free movie Tickets
Thn we were Like Laughing Like crazed.
Before movie,UniNg was being a ...
She wanted To go see wht ____ wore.
So I went along,Thn dont Expect me Stay alone Issit.
Thn went There,saw Them.
LOL,Damn Fcuking pls,I Dragged UniNg away.
Thn went To update my EzLink & stuff.
Aftr Tht went back To GV To watch The movie.
Ended at 1 plus.
Decided To go Far East so we Took a bus There.
Shopped,Thn Left For Hereen.
Suddenly,at 3 plus
mom called,say want Fectch me Home : DD
Hehe,UniNg Tagged along/So She came my House.
Fixed Jigsaw puzzle,Fun Eh,Listened To music To.
& She Helped me Do a Lil work,Thankssssss : D
Thn I used comp.
Aftr Tht went To Eat Dinner/She waited For me.
Thn Fetched Her out.
I Took abt 30 mins To Eat,Heh.
Walk halfway,Lent Her umbrella Thn Ran all The way back Home.
It was Dark shizzle.
Came Home,Bathed.
YeahhYeahh,post Till Here.
Tml still Have Fcuking Training.
Im gna Die,Stupid.
Anyw,I Have my plans now : D

Tuesday : Training =.="
Wednesday : Tuition
Thursday : Training =.="
Friday : Haircut : D
Saturday : Meet Van/Grandad bday
Sunday : Out

Okk,say Till Here.
Buhbyeee : D

I Giveup,Srsly.
I Tell You,I Giveup now.
I Dont Love You anym.
Not Even a single bit.
Maybe I was Too blind In The First place.
Today whn I saw You I was Like
Ohh Fcuk shit Luh.
& For Youre Fcuking Info,
It wasnt my Idea To go see You.
So Yeahh.
I was so stupid To Love You.
MyGodddddddd.
How Dumb could I Get,srsly.
190607 are just Like Fcuk Luh.
We wont Even Have The chance To be
Good Friends agn.
Youre Leaving soon,
I wanted To Tell You To Takecare.
In The End,I Thought,
Wht The Fcuk I wld Even say Tht For.
Youre just an ordinary Friend To me.
Ohh,Fcuk off.

& You,You bitch abt Her Yet You Hang out with Her.
Wht The Fcuk Is Youre prob?
I Have no Rights anyw.
Such a backstabber Luh.
Ccb.

2007-12-08T18:23:00.000+08:00

1110days of Love : D

Gahh,Actu,Today was Fine.
Tuition Till 1130.
Listened To Music,Thn Decided To use comp.
But Fcuking Hell Ipod screwed It all up
=.=" ; Danggg!
Now all The songs are missing.
& Idk beacuse of wht Fcuking Reason.
My 580 songs are gone !!!!!
I want Them back.
Now I only Have 350 songs,
Like wht The Fcuk?
Damn Irritating whn You Have To put all over agn.
So Fcuking stupid Luh.
So pissed,but still Had To Do It.
If not whn I go ... ; How The Hell am I Gna survive?
I will Die,I will Die of stupid motherFcuking boredom!
Wahlao ~
I want my songs back Luh!/Mf.
Yeahh,Didnt Eat alot.
As Doing my Ipod & stuff were more Impt.
Cousins & Relatives all Here.
Aftr Eating just came up To Do This.
Rawwwwhr ~
I WANT MY SONGS BACK !!!!!!!!
Stupid Ipod,Sue Them/LOL.
I only just connected Thn Everything went missing.
Like In Less Thn a Few seconds Luh.
How Fcuking Dumb can That Get?
Mffffffffffffffffffffffff !
Asking ppl To send songs.
Since 2plus Till now.
Im afraid If Tml I connect agn,
Thn Everything will be Gone
Thn I'll Die agn!
I'll Have To Start From Fcuking scratch &
Insert all The songs Inside.
Rawwhr ~/Fcukedup shizzle.
Thn If Have new songs How?
I cant connect my Ipod Issit?
Fcuk Luh ~
Okok,I wanna go now.
Get more songs For my Ipod.
Till Here.

13D`

No,Girl,You Didnt Even Give a Fcuk.
Let alone To say You bother.
I wont give up,Yeahh.
But Fcuk,You just Dont Getit.
I Love You so muchhhhh.
Rawwwwwwwhr ~

2007-12-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

1109days of Love : D

Today was : D
Morning wokeup,Kind of ...
Went To Serene For Lunch with Mom & bro.
Borrowed 2 DVD's.
Thn went Coro get some stuff,
While Mom went To pump petrol.
Came Home,watched both DVD's.
Damn nice Luh.
Watched Like For 3 Hours plus : D
Gna borrow more Nextweek/Sunday.
Went For Dinner agn.
Met Aunt on The way
Thn came Home,bathed.
Dang,Tml Have math Tuition.
Or maybe Even science.
Relatives coming over/Party or sth Luh.
Gahh,Everyday Is a stupid Day.
Still dwelling over The same old Things.
How Fcuking can Things get.
Everyday Msn Never Fails To D/c.
& The stupid Internet Is still working as slow.
Rawwhr ~
I wna Migrate To Aussie/Now!
I Really Hate Life Here,Like shizzle Fcuked.
How I wish I could mirgate ...
My stupid Wishful Thinking.
So boredddddd.
Nobody nice To Talk To online Either.
Gahh ~
Lately nthn much Happened Too.
Just as usual Life/Fcuk.
Uhh well.
Plans For next week.

Monday : Idk
Tuesday : Training =.="
Wendesday : Idk
Thursday : Pon CCA/Going out : D
Friday : Hair cut : D
Saturday : Granddad birthday.
Sunday : Idk

Yeahh Luh,I plan alr For nextweek.
Anyw,Everyday Talk abt The Fcuking same Things.
Stoopid mf.
I Think I Like Lime Green now : D
Hehhe.
Okkaye,I dont Really want a Ds now.
& I Think,Thts For shure/Yeahh : D
I dont Need anyth For The Time being.
My Greatest wish For 2007 Is Tht :

She wont Leave,
&Im Really serious.
Hoping For That since The Day You Told me The Truth.
I could still Rmb
You were Damn Touched whn
You said You may be Leaving.
Thn I broke Into Tears.
I asked You why & Stuff/Begged You not To.
You almost cried.
You knew,at Tht Time,
I Really cared For You,I Needed You.
Now I still Do.
Just That,we Having been In contact For 1 month plus.
Sigh ...
Youre more Important Thn
The Girl I Really Love most,Even up Till Today.
I swear,You are.
Hmmm,Dont Talk abt You alr.
Later .../ Yeahh.
Shall stop blogging now,buhbyee : D

12D`

You Didnt Even bother Luh.
Idk why I Even Loved You Frm The very start.
Maybe From The start,
I wasnt Serious abt You.
But as Days passed,
I Did get.
The more You cared For me,
The more I Felt Like ...
But To me,You just dont Give a Fuck at all.
Yes,I still Love You now.
I've always Thought If I was
Wrong To Love You From The start.
But up Till Today,
I Didnt,I Didnt Regret at all.
You may be a Bitch at Times
& Whn other ppl say about You.
Do You Even knw I Fcuking I Feel?
But still after all so much I've said,
Do You Think I Expect You To say sth To me?
Go Think abt It,
I'll be waiting,I wont Giveup/
I Love You,
♥ ♥ ♥

2007-12-06T17:23:00.000+08:00

1108days of Love : D

Today Morning Received Sms Frm Lisa.
Thn now I knw Tht she's going Jap/Lol.
Hah,Anyw,Today Training was Fcuking shit!
Esp The coach,omgz.
Me & Barbara went Late.
First we met up busstop/Got on,Alight
At Sixth ave Thn Got on 174.
Stopped at Serene,I went To Get Hashbrown.
Thn we walked Damn slowly To school/Lol.
On The way,Got a woman want borrow our phone.
So we Lent Her.
Reached school Like at 1030/Like Half an Hour Late.
But I Didnt care.
Ohh,Me & Barbara Didnt Train at all.
All we Did was Umpire For ppl.
Wow,I go Thr To Umpire,Fcuking waste of my Time.
As usual,I showed attitude To The Bitch coach : D
She say wht Rude & blahblah ...
All The crap shit.
Thn aftr all The Games Ended,
Everyone Took a break Thn Trained some shit.
Thn The bitch coach come Talk To us.
Talk Halfway,Thn suddenly Got Tears Roll dwn my cheeks.
Cos They way she Talked was
Almost Exactly Like The way ____ Did.
At Tht moment,I was Feeling Like ...
I Didnt want Hear Her Talk anym.
But In The End,Thn she Let us Train =.="
I Left 1 Hour Earlier : D
Maybe gna pon Nextweek's one.
Stoopid bitch coach,Fcuk Youre mother,Go Die.
So my mom Fetched me Home,
I bathed,watched Tevee,Thn slept : D
Wokeup,Wandered around The House.
Thn The Delivery For my writing Table came : DD
Woowheee ~
Fixed up & stuff,Now Have a new writing Table : D
Except The Glass Thinggaye They Had It wrong/Stoopid.
YeahhYeahh.
Hoping To see You agn,but I Didnt.
Next Tuesday,The Really Last.
NextYear If I dnt see You means ...
Idk,but Im always Fcuking dwelling on all These stuff.
Not You,means Her or whtever shit.
Even If I say all These,
You wldnt Even knw.
I've been Thinking,
Shld I just Giveup on Everything abt You?
Whts The point If I Even continue Thinking & stuff?
Yeahh,There I go again .../Fcuk.
Gahh,I Fcuking dk/Fedup Luh.
Dnt say alr Luh.
Tml,Im gna postpone my Tuition.
So stoopid,I Hate maths To The core.
Nomore Free movie Tickets alr : D
Gna watch with Barbara next Thursday/
Pon Training,My mom allow k : D
Hehe,waste me Time
Go For Training also never Train =.="
Might as well not Go.
Rawwhr ~

13D`

The moment I Think of You,
I Fee Like cutting myself & Do all Those agn.
I cant Help It,Im Real sorry.
Many Things Remind me of You.
Even whn The bitch coach Talked To me,
It was Almost Exactly Like The way You Did.
I cldnt Take It & Thn I cried.
This shows How much I Godamnit Miss You.
I Never wanna say Goodbye To You,
'Cos There's sth In my Life Tht I've Got To change.
You make Everything complete,I swear Its True.
I cant Go on without You,I Need You.
You mean so much To me
& You'll always Have a place In My Heart,
I Promise.

2007-12-05T14:11:00.000+08:00

Wht The Fcuk!
Audition Is Like Fcuking pissing me off!
Same For The Fcuking Internet.
Audi Lags, & It Never Fails To.
Whereas The Fcuking Internet
Is working super Goddamnit slow Luh!
Thn wht You Expect me To Do?
Rot In My Room
& Fcuking Think of Her agn
& Cry agn?
For Goodness sake,Im not gna Do Tht anym.
Fcuk Luh,stoopid Mf,Go Die!

2007-12-05T09:52:00.000+08:00

1107days of Love : D

Fcuk Love }
Do You knw How much Fcuking Tears
I shed because of You,Ystd?
No,You Didnt.
Maybe If You Did,You wldnt Even bother.
You wld Have got nthn To say,I knw You.
As soon as I switch off The comp,
Went To my Room,Listened To music/Ipod ;
Tht was whn Tears started To flow dwn.
Tht Time,all I was Thinking was abt You.
I cldnt Help,Cos I Really Fcuking miss You.
You'll Leave,Its only a matter of Time.
You Didnt want me To get Hurt,
So You Turned Dwn wht I asked of You Lasttime.
I Did get Hurt In The beginning,
But aftr Thinking,I Realised ;
Yeahh ... If You Leave,Thn I'll not be able To Let Go of You.
Where are You now ?
Next Tuesday Is The Last Day,
I may get To see You For The very Lasttime.
Why Does Time past so Fcuking Fast?
I went back To Hoping To see You,
But Did I see You?/ 'No,I Didnt.
Everyone Has been Telling me To cheerup
Whereas Youre just Leading Youre own Life.
Youre Life Does not Fcuking Revolve around me,I knw.
You Even said You'll most prob Leave This Year.
Thn wht The Fcuk,I Really Need You.
I cried For 2 Hours plus,'Cos I Really missed You.
If only You cld see The sad Look on My Face,
Thn pls Dont go.
In The First place,You wanted To Hide The Truth Frm me.
But You cldnt,Cos ppl Told me/Sorry If They Did Tht Thn.
But sooner or Later,I'll come To knw of It.
Ever since I Found out of It,
I Haven been Telling You not To Leave,Stay ...
Still,It's Youre own decision.
I Really Hope To see You/Talk To You
Even Though we've nthn To say To Each other.
Whn I was crying,all I Thought was abt You.
I Read The Letters My Friends gave.
Some were written abt You.
As The more I Read,The more I cldnt control.
In The End,I Did.
I Listened To Eminem : My Dad's Gone crazaye.
& Tht was whn My Maid was being an Idiot.
Thn I shouted at Her :
Whts wrong To cry If You Really Fcuking miss someone?
Thn she kept Her mouth shut/Good.
Say I Miss You once more,Dnt go,ILoveYou.

14D`

Girl,I Had a Dream abt You Ystd.
It was Freaking Horrible To The max.
Aftr I wokeup,I clnt sleep anym.
I Hope You wldnt be
If I wld ask of Youre Help.
I'll Give In To You still,
But only To a certain point.

Today suppose To meet Becks & UniNg.
But Mom dnt allow.
Say come To House.
But I Didnt want.
So Friday we'll be meeting.
Going out Later To Get Lunch Though.
Tht will be all For Today.

2007-12-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

1106days of Love : D

Hah,Today was okkaye.
Met Barbara at 9 at busstop.
Thn we went To coro.
Sat dwn at staircase,
Talked,Ipod,Eat,DS-ed.
Thn Exactly 10 Thn we walked slowly To school.
Training was Like uhh ... Shizzle?
{Me & UniNg kept saying Tht Ystd,Lol}
Yeahh,Coach was kinda off Idiotic & nice.
Though sometimes,I showed Her attitude.
Slack Like siao Luh!
Thn saw Mel dwnstairs,HAHA.
I Returned Her,Her Ipod.
& She called me ` Ms Slacker! D :
& Stoopid Sis was There.
Rawwwwwwwhr ~
Ended at 2,Mom Fetched me Home.
Ate,Bathed Thn used comp.
Audi's patching,Thn I cant play D :
I shall wait Thn : D
Ystd was Fcuking shizzle.
Aftr put dwn The phone with UniNg,
Thn went To Listen To my Ipod.
Godamnit,Listen until cry.
At Tht moment,I was Thinking of so many stuff.
Main Reason was bcos :
` I knw she would shurely Leave.
Thn wht am I suppose To Do?
Everyday,All I can Do Is just say :
I Miss You Like Fcuk.
I cant Do anything Else.
If only You were just a call Away.
I Really dk wht To Do.
Wanted To Do .... Ystd.
Thought For awhile Thn.
You mean so much To me
But Youre not worth me Hurting myself bcos of You.
All I want Is just a Glance
Even If we dont Talk.
At Least If You stay,
Thn stay not For The sake of me.
Its Easy contacting You by Email.
But not other ways.
Sometimes,I Really wna Giveup.
Whts The point of waiting & shit?
I dnt Expect anyth In Return.
Oh well,Thinking of You just makes me ...
Idk wht To say To You.
Hope Youre Fine.
I'll Try To Get on with Life & Move on.
IMY,ILY <3

15D`

2007-12-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

1105days of Love : D

Today was Fun : D
Meet UniNg at 11 at school busstop.
She was Later/{Blame It on The bus}
Lol,Thn we played badminton.
Used comp,Thn went To collect my books
Thn played badminton again : D
Aftr Tht, we Left To Eat Lunch.
Was walking To coro,
Suddenly saw This Fcuking bitch.
Omg,I was Like super Fcuking suay Luh!
Thn she still smile at me =.="
I Faster Ran back/Thn UniNg came out.
The Fcuking bitch still can stare back.
Thn aftr awhile she walk past us Thn she never Look.
Thn I went To coro To Get BoBo Tea,LOL : D
Yeahh,Lunch Had A burger.
Wahh,Damn Full.
Thn we went To The Playground agn.
Hoooowheee ~
Damn Fun,we spent Like 2 Hours There slacking
& Stuffz : D
Talked : D
Bused Home,watched Tevee with My Mother,
Thn Dinner.
Aftr Tht,I went To Bathe Thn watch Tevee agn,
Cos my Bro Friends were using The comp.
Gahh,Tml's gonna be another Fcuking Day.
I Have Goddamint Training,
& It's gonna be For 4 Hours/Omg Luh,I'll Die.
Meeting Barbara at 9 at my House bustop.

My Plans For This week are Here :

Tuesday : Training From 10 - 2 D :
Wednesday : Tuition ?/Go out.
Thursday : Training From 10 - 2 D :
Friday : Going out/Tuition ?
Saturday : Tuition ?/Stay Home
Saunday : Family.

Gahh,so stoopid,but Training's gonna
End In Two weeks Time : DD
I Have 2 Free movie Tickets,Lol
Frm My Dad client : D
But only 1 person I can Give It To.
Tell me If You want
& I'll see If I'll Give It To You : D/Ehehe.
Im gonng play Audi now/
Talk To ppl on msn.
Buhbyeeeeeeee : D

Girl,You dnt Really bother,I knw.
I knw You dnt Love me,
But I Fcuking dnt Even knw why Im Trying.
I've never changed My Mind abt You,
Even up Till Today.
Even Though someTimes
You Really Get on My Nerves,
But I still cant Let You Go.
Yeahh,You knw How I Feel abt You.
The Thing Is,
You dnt Give a Fcuk.
Maybe You Do?/Idk.
Whn I said I was Fcuking over You,
Did You believe?
Im always Going back To The same old Point.
I cant stop Thinking.
Still Rmb Those Fun Times we Had Together,
During The First Times I knew You.
I Loved Them,
Their still Etched In My Mind up Till Today.
'Cos I Love You.

2007-12-02T18:25:00.000+08:00

1104days of Love.Mr Marshall Mathers,ILoveYou : D

Ystd :

Hoho ~
Ystd was Fun.
Went out with Family,
I cldnt blog cos My Internet sucks.
Take so Long To Load a page.
I went For The Thinggaye Ystd.
Ohh,& I Think Egpyt sucks shit now.
Ask me why Thn I'll Tell You,
Not Here : D
I started playing Audi Ystd agn,Lol.
Heh,Fun Thoughh : D

Today :

Today went out agn.
But stayed Home For Lunch.
Came Home Eat Din,
Bathed,using comp.
Gahh so boring.

Tomorrow :

Meeting UniNg,
Thn Go play/Out all Those
: DDDDD
I'll blog Till Here.

17D`

2007-11-30T20:31:00.000+08:00

1102days of Love.Baby,I Love You : D

Ystd :

Ohhho ~
I Del-ed Ystd post,
Thn I'll post Here : D
Ystd Had Fun.
Messaging UniNg Halfway During S2CIL.
Thn Last min met at school.
First we wandered around school,used comp.
Thn play badminton.
Left For Serence Centre.
Suprisingly,Mom allowed : D
Ate,Did work,Ipod-ed.
Thn went To Playground.
Swingged & stuff,Talked,
Bused Home,Reached Home at around 5.
Im Too Lazy To upload The pics so Yeahh.
But Is 1 pic only HAHA : D
Bathed,but Didnt Take nap.
Instead used comp.

Today :

Woke up at Nearing 8.
Went For S2CIL,Jolyn came : D
Today's Last Day For S2 CIL : DDD
Bro Didnt Go/He Took The 4-6 slot.
But Dang Fcuk,
Nexr week Have stoopid math Tuition.
Stoopd Idiot =.="
Aftr Tuition,Mom came To Fetch me
& We Headed straight To Grandmama House.
At Her House,I stonned & Ipod-ed.
Lay on Her bed,& Soon Fall asleep.
HAHA,Bcos My mom & Grandmama were Talking
The `Adult Talk.
So I cld not Interfere,Thn I just Did my own stuff.
Slept For Like Half an Hour,
Thn Mom waked me up.
We Left & Reached Home at 1 plus.
In The car,I slept agn! : DDDD
Really PiggyPig,Yo : D
Thn used comp,watched Tevee.
At 5 plus,went To Fetch my bro
Thn we went To Eat Jap Food <3
Heh,bill abt 200 plus :x
Aftr Tht,came Home,
Disturbed My Maid,Bathed
Thn now using comp.
Gna play swing on Mon agn : DDD
Heh,Tml breifing For ______.
I shant say although Is not Really Big.
In case,some Fcuking curious ppl will Read
=.="
Yeahh Leaving at 230,
Thn Dad will Fetch us Frm There.
Okkaye,I say Till Here.
Buhbyeeee : D

2007-11-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

1100 Days of Love,ILY still : D
Wheeeeeee,
Today was Fun,
Esp whn My Mum spiced It up a Lil For Me Too <3
Hah,she bought For me A Goddamnit Eminem calendar !
Whoots Luh ! Im was Like srsly so Fcuking Happy : DD
Even Though she Didnt buy For Me The Eminem shirt,
But still,she bought For me The calendar : DDD
Hah,went out For Lunch with Grandmama also.
S2CIL was okkaye Today,Me & My bro Left Earlier Though.
Went Taka shopshop,Ate Lunch Thn went HMV Get
Eminem calendar <3
Went Home,Thn went To Get my bro Nextyear books at His school.
Also bought some Assess books For myself.
Came Home,used comp,Thn went watch Tv.
Cos There was a stoopid Lightning strike,
Thn The comp all switch off by Itself.
Hah,Damn Funny.
First Is mine Off,Thn My Mom's Thn my bro's.
HAHA,Laughing Like mad!
Thn 2 of Them came To my Room,
While I Did a Lil work.
Dinnered,used comp,Thn went To Do a Lil work agn.
Bathed Thn nw using comp Lor : D
& This stoopid bitch Is srsly being one Luh/Omg.
Say wht Fetch & all The shit,
Like super Fcuking =.="
So old alr,still want quarrel.
Blind Issit,cant see Tht she sick!
KnnbuEyCcb!,Go Fly kite can.
Thn You'll start blogging all Those shit & stuff =.="
Wth,ppl sick alr Thn You still want Them
'Help' You.
Not saying Like Im so bad To You or wht Luh Hor.
Just nw quarrel until sibei cyeebye Ehz =.="
Shout shout shout,Siao ah.
Anyw,YeahhYeahh.
Idk If I still wna Go out,
These Few Days Dnt Really Have The mood Though.
Just nw while doing my work,
Listened To `she Gave The cedee.
Damn NanTing!,No offence Luh.
But neverhmind Luh,just keep It as a Memory of Her : D
Talking abt Her,I Really Miss Her D :
Even Though Im going bck To school,
It still can be Guaranteed Tht I'll be able To see Her.
But I'll be going back To school For Traning,
Try my Luck Thn.
Ystd I was nearly Going Emo,Like crazed.
Hah,but EyuniceNg called me Thn we Talk abt stufz.
& Thn my maid ask me Shuddap! agn D :
She's always Like Tht.
I wont Forget Tht prettaye smile of Her's/Unforgettable.
Havent been In keeping In contact with Her
More a month or so/Dang. DD :
Sometimes,I still Think,
If she Really Did care For me.
Or shld I Have Even Tell Her abt my Life & stuffz.
I still wonder up Till This Date,Today.
Cos No,You dnt Even knw wth Is Happening In my Life anym.
All These while,I've been saying The same old Things/Repeatedly.
I Really dnt wna say agn,but I wna say It out Too.
Contradicting shit~/Fcuk man.
I wont Take It as an illusion or whtever anym.
Neither will I Regard You or Like Love? You Tht much.
Things change,Like The way I am now.
Maybe Even The Letter I wrote To You,wont change Youre mind.
It doesnt matter,'Cos I knw I Have said all Tht I wanted To You.
Up Till Today,Im just still wondering/The same old Thing.
Youre Face,The very one which I knew,
Is now Missing Too.
I can only Potray Youre Prettaye smile In My Mind.
It will Forever be Etched In My Mind Too.
Im just sitting Here,waiting For You.
Saying I Love You/I Miss You.
But Fcuk,It wont Help Either.
I Realised It Long ago.
Cos You aint Even Here To Read all These anym.
It dont matter Too/But I Do still care.
Like now,I Really Dk wht To say anymore.
Maybe Even If we meet,we Have nthn To say To Each other?
Idk,I'll just wait.
Even If You Leave,Go ahead.
I say,I still care/But In The End,Love,Its Youre choice.
Tht's all I've Got To say To You.
Spaceee
Girl,I just Realised I dont Love You
As much as I did before/Anym.
Things changed over The Holidays.
& Im Real sorry For Tht.
Because of me,Tht caused This whole
Friendship To Turn Into Hatred & Enemies.
Or It was a Misunderstanding?/Idk.
But If I didnt Love You,
You Think I wld Have Told You all Those?
Its 'cos I Loved You/Thts why I Did Tht.
Sorry For all Those Things I said bhind Youre back Too.
But sometimes,
You Really Have To admit abt Youre attitude.
Like wht I said,
No matter wht You are/How You've becomed,
I wont change My Mind abt You.
Tht's all I wna say To You.
Takecare <3

2007-11-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

Wohho ~ I Got This Frm Felicia's blog,
Im bored,so I decided To Do This.
Spacee
Seven Things Tht scare me :
#o1. Ghost
#o2. Fcuking counselling
#o3. Rollercoaster Rides
#o4. Being Left alone In The Dark
#o5. Insects/Creepy Crawlies
#o6. Demerit Points
#o7. Whn ppl Get Mad
Spacee
Seven Things I Like most :
#o1. Eminem,MeesterMarshallMathers <3
#o2. LYFamily/Friends
#o3. Herrrrrr
#o4. Sleeping {Im a PiggyPig : D}
#o5. Food {Agn,PiggyPig : D}
#o6. Thinking abt Herrrrr
#o7. Ipoddddd
spaceeeee
Seven Impt Things In My Room :
#o1. Eminem stuff <3
#o2. Radio/DVD player
#o3. Maid! {HAHA : D}
#o4. Ipod
#o5. Handphone
#o6. Bedd
#o7. All Cedeeees
Spaceee
Seven Random Facts abt me :
#o1. I Love Eminem Like crazed ! {Its 1100 days Tml : DD}
#o2. I Like Laughing at anything
#o3. I Love Talking on The phone For Hours
#o4. I Hate counselling,Just Like I Hate The bitch counsellor
#o5. I Love Her
#o6. I Need my Ipod To survive
#o7. I Need To Listen To at Least an Eminem song a Day,or I'll Die
Spaceeeee
Seven Things I plan To Do Before I Die :
#o1. Meet Eminemmmm <3
#o2. Meet ______ once more
#o3. Migrate To aussie : D
#o4. Hands on How To Get a Nintendo DS {Lol}
#o5. Learn Freestyle Rap battles
#o6. Go To Detroit/The shelter
#o7. ~~Tell Her How much I Love Her~~
Spaceee
Seven Things I can Do :
#o1. Rap <3
#o2. Talk
#o3. Play badminton
#o4. Disturb my maid! Like crazaye : D
#o5. Fire The Fcuking Tutor of mine! : DDDD
#o6. Swim
#o7. Cycle
Spaceeeeee
Seven Things I cant Do :
#o1. Solve Fcuking Math sums! D :
#o2. Talk chinese properly
#o3. Iceskate
#o4. Rap Like Eminem D : {Lol}
#o5. Tell Her How she Really means To me
#o6. Eat vegetables : D
#o7. Play Instruments
Spaceeeee
Seven Things Tht attract me To The oppo sex :
Wahlao ~ Ask This question,
Go bang Youre Head on The wall Luh.
: DDDDDDD
Spaceeeee
Seven Things I say The most :
#o1. Fcuk
#o2. Go Fly a kite Luh
#o3. Yeahh/HAHA
#o4. Hellllllo/Yo
#o5. Bitch
#o6. I Miss You/I Love You
#o7. Buhbye : D
Spaceeee
Seven ppl I wna see Taking The Test :
Anybody!
: DDDDDDDDDD

2007-11-27T12:31:00.000+08:00

1099days of Love,MeesterMarshallMathers,ILoveYou : D
Yoooooo,Im bck.
Didnt blog Ystd cos of Yeahh some stuffz.
Busy Talking on The phone : D
Like For 6 Hours? HAHA,Damn crazaye Luh.
But aftr Tht I accidentally put dwn,
Thn I never call back,
I went To sleeeeeeeeep.
I dnt Have Enough sleep & I Have Dark Eye Rings DD :
Yeahh,Thn Today went For S2 CIL.
Kinda of Okkaye Though,
But The Fcuking bitch went Luh,
I was Like Omg!,Sommore she sit next To me =.="
& She was Trying To show off Her MagicCube shit skills.
Dang!
Jolyn Didnt come Today.
& I watched Finished 8 Mile without Her.
: DDDDDDDDD
This Holidays I wonder How many Times I watched 8 Mile alr.
Lol,I wanna go out For movies : D
Thn Lesson Ended,Took a cab back with My bro.
Came Home,slept For awhile,Thn ate Lunch.
Aftr Lunch Talked To ppl on msn.
& Tht stoopid ZhiHui Is calling me a PiggyPig!
She Damn $$$$$$$ Face,
Take My money,Thn neverh Go buy sweet.
She better Do : DD Im so nice,I Let Her win.
Im going out Tml To Eat!(Again,Lol.}
& My mother's gna Get For me a Table Lamp
& Maybe Even a Eminem 08 Calendar : D
& Anyw,1 person's out of The LYFamily.
We didnt Force Her To Leave.
Okkaye,maybe starting we were Like Giving Her The Hint To,
Thn Ystd night we were all still Talking on The phone properly.
Thn wht,She Left Today/Ystd,Idk?
Ohh,whutever.
I cant be bothered Either.
Sorraye If anyone Did backstab You.
Yeahh You Did apologise.
& We accept It.
Read Youre blog Ystd.
Goddamnit Dissapointed In You,
Even Youre closest Friend was.
I was super angry with You,srsly.
Aftr This 1Year Friendship with Her,
Thn You wanna End It Liddat.
Uhh,Fuckkk,Try To be more understanding,
Like we Gave You a chance.
Idk wht To say To You.
Srsly,You Have Fcuking change/Even If You dnt notice It.
But Im shure You Do.
Everyone Has been Trying Their best To Tolerate Too.
Dnt wna Tell you,In case It might Hurt You.
Everyone Has Limits & so Do You.
Still I wont change My Mind abt You/Always not.
I just aplogise For The way I Damnit Treated You Ystd Too.
Its up To You If You wna change or not,
Its Youre own Loss anyw If You wna Have more Enemies.
I Hope Youre okkaye.
Yeahh,So I stop Till Her.
If You Read/Come across This,
Go Think abt It Thn.
I go Talk To $$$$$$$ Face now & Other ppl.
Ohhho ~ Blog another Time : D

2007-11-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

1097days of Love,MrMarshallMathers,ILoveYou : D
Helllllllo,Welcome To my new blog : D
The other blogs were Screwed,
Cos I Think some No Fcuking Life ppl go Report =.="
Anywz,It was Happy 3 Year Two days ago/ It was The bombxzxz : DDD
But nobody Celebrated with me,Rawwwwhr ~
Haha,So Today went out Eat with Relatives.
Wahh,Thn Barabra Tan saw me.
Omgz Luh,I so Paiseh! DDDDDD :
I was wearing skirt,Gahhh ~
So uh,Luckily she nvr see me all,Cos I sitting dwn : DDD
Yeahh aftr Din,Went To Relatives House.
Thn went back Home,Disturbed My Maid{As Usual : D} ; Thn nw blogging.
Im suppose To Go out Tml aftr S2 CIL,
But ppl can make It,K Fine nvm/Another Day.
1 More week of S2 CIL & Im done : DDDDD
& Idk How many more Days To Egpyt : DDD
Im so Excited but not abt The plane Ride/Omgz,Can kill me ;
12 Hours :xxxxxxx/Im gna be dead DDD :
Im wna Get out of House Too/Idk why.
& Finally,My Ipod can upload Videos & Movies.
Haha,I knw How To Do It alr : DDDD
These Few Days Have been Talking To EyuniceNg on The phone.
Lol,Talk & Make Me Laugh Like siao Luh : DDD
Thn must pretend whn My Father come Into The Room Tht Im asleep.
I maybe Going Bangkok or M'sia?/Soon or No. ; Idk.
& Yay,Priyanka got For me Eminem shirt : DDDDDDDDD
<33333333333333333333333333333
Yeahh,Im gna get His Calendar & Another shirt/58 bucks : D
But sitll,More Impt Thn a Ds : DDDDDD
Ahaha,My phone sucks.
Always off by Itself.
Im gna Have another Haircut before I go Egpyt,Yay : D
These Few nights also Have Weird Dreams Luh.
I Really Dont Dare sleep anymore,Damn scary of wht I Dreamt.
& Twice abt The Same Thing DDDDDDD :
I cry uh,Fcuk man.
Anyw,Im gna blog Till Here,so Yeahhz.
Buhbyeee,Go Talk To ppl online : DDDDDD